Mtv Stage~

MTV STAGE AT SUNWAY LAGOON

31ST AUGUST 2010

Thax yuz....for the ticket

hugs,

yaya

ATV ride

please...accompany me...to ride ATV...please;))

• JOJO
• FIKI WIKI *since u have travel a lot so why not u try to ride ATV somewhere around Kl
• HADIF..*u should ya......wajib..
• ARRY FINCENT
• EIMONT
• KYE
• IZWAN.......

                  we should have great moment before RAMADHAN

hey!!! dis not ATV la.....

 hahahahah

ehehheheeh;)

Ok Package,

go to http://www.atvadventurepark.com/package.htm

ya...please...give me a call after that...

hugs,

yaya

soon to buy

Opsss sorry dont be jealous ya,

Hope by the end of August I'll get the gadget that i admire most...
not like uols easily get whatever u want ya,


1) NETBOOK.............................

bt still thinkin the brand............
                      ACER please ya,almost 5 years I used this BRAND
                      HP might be
                      AXUS... ok or not?
                     APPLe.....too expensive
                      DELL......

2) D90 Nikon.........

why???? hello.....U should understand why ya,*travel a lot*nak beat dgn FIKI WIKI..*

3) new hp....OWH no...

            E72 enough for me...........................;) I love my current handphone damn much....btw incase u willing give me the new ones..why not;)_

     hugs,

   yaya

Soon to be...

                       OMG goodness..... FA...my dreams may came true..


Ok aunty out there,, might be I should write in malays so everyone should understand...*or might be javanese laguage??*

aunty,kakak,uncle atau sesiapa yg merasakan jd FA tu kerja yg hina sini sy cakap kt kalian ok....


jadi gov.servant tu suci sgt ke?jawabla sendiri......

x semua org jd FA tu social gila babi ok....

saya mmg x suka g club dgr heavy music or even slow... saya x bminat pun....nk minum ARAK  lagi jauh skali.....nk merokok lagila bkn sy...bau org merokok pun sy mcm sesak nafas....

nak tau x even dulu time study kt UiTM ada member yg addict g club sy ttp b'pegang pada prinsip Xkn pergi.... sy g hard ROCK je...hina ke tu??adui penatla nk explain....

saya respect my fren yg gila havoc..bt then they do same to me,diaorg x prnah paksa sy join diorang...SO WHAT??????

ada org ckp sy sexy..may be la if x pkai tudung tu sexy..so yg pkai tudung tp sendat nampak body x sexy ke???aduiiiiii,should u send me text asked me"have I buy my bikini yet?please la....annoying la..come on babe....


saya ada impian and plan hidup sy sendiri xkn nk kena cerita kt org apa iMPIAN saya...yg pntng if sys x jd FA sy mmg akn b'hnti jd GOV.servant b4 my age 40....because I want spend my time with my kids and run up my bisnes..bole x faham,........saya manusia biasa yg ada impian..jadi tolongla...faham sy... SAYA X KACAU life KALIAN...*yang sibuk ngumpat sy dlm ofice ni..* jadi tolongla ok...

time uols muda pun u jiwa mcm sy m'berontak nk apa je...so this is my turn and chance.....ok...dr uols ngumpat and talkin bad bhind me lg bnyk dosa uols buat,....

ntuhla sometimes ppl around me made me down....

i x jeles pun uols ada luxury car.....umah besar I x jeles....I cuma nk jgn kacau HIDUP I.................

 auty,kakak,uncle,atuk

saya bukan nak marah kalian, saya ambil jadikan pedoman kata-kata nasihat dari kalian kerana kalian lebih lama merasai nikmat dunia ini, cuma saya tetap berpegang pada prinsip hidup saya, saya tahu walaupun berat hendak membuat keputusan biarla kali ini saya membuat keputusan saya tanpa ada sesiapa masuk campur, selama 23 tahun rasanya belum pernah saya membuat keputusan tanpa melibatkan keluarga, cuma kali ini saya rasa saya mampu. saya ada tanggungjawab yang harus saya pikul, Saya masih ingat apa yang harus saya dahului sebelum yang lainnya..saya yakin setelah fikir semasak-masaknya saya ingin meninggalkan arena kerajaan ini tidak lama lagi, Biarla segala alasan saya itu saya simpan, tidak perlu saya kongsikan pada semua...dan tolong jangan tanya saya bila hari terakhir saya di pejabat, saya nak ketenangan boleh kan?
jika sudah tiba masanya saya pergi saya akan tetap pergi tidak perlu setiap hari bertanyakan soalan yang sama,.

u cant buy my Dignity,

hugs,

yaya

someone made me laugh today...

ahhahahhahhahhha...ahhahahahahah...hahahahahah

comes let join me laugh together~!!!!~

why ppl loves to interfere my decision... why????...ur advice very gOoD but then I wont to listen...I never told u I'll leaving my current JOB..who fuckin stupid told her.....*whateverla...*

One of the reason I should leaving this JOB because Of u..seriously...

*istifar yaya....Ingat Allah...*

ok2....sorryla....she treat me nicely before but seriously we came from diferent century...ahhahahahhahaah*CRAZY*

so what??TIRED...seriously.....


I got nothing from staying here dont u realize that??

became lazy+Stupid...............THE FACT THAT EVERYONE SHOULD ACCEPT...
should I clarify one by one??

Government ?OWH no I never thought I'll be here...PLSssssSSSss


seriously.....MOney not so important for me...

I need SATISFICATION.....

please give me space for myself to make my own decision....
please ya,.....I never want to know about your life so it sAMe goes to U...u should not Interfere MINE....

Kepoh?

This entry special dedicate to my ex-classmate

I knew u're such a good friend of mine,

So suprise last 2 days u very excited give me a ring and text,

I dont know what types of u,

still remember I lend u my photo and I want it back

but u refuse to do so...

might b my mistake....

*forgot already*

U kept gossiping about me while I'm staying in Kl after finished My secondary school....

I still kept Silent...

through Fb we comunicate each other back...

Did u realize u hurt me back?

 Back to what I'm trying to share with u guys my bloved readers..

OWH NO....just forget it...

but if u girl read this entry please...

u're not even my relative....

u're not my bestfriend......

so what the hell u came to my home just because want to know how my life getting on?

should u dont be so KEPOH.....

I never gossiping bout u even talking bhind of u..so please go far a way from my LIFE..... and dont ever destroy my relationship with my mum.....

dont pretend nice and good ya..

hugs;

yaya

Fly+married+taking care of my baby

I've decide to do all of above>...................so please do respect my decision..............................

Crazy

when my face look so bad...

without makeup+powder++++=

eyeliner+blusher...what else???

look fat...Currently 53.6 kg.161 cm*funny.....U know last 3 weeks 163 cm and 52 kg...ONce again they made me confuse................

Might be because I love FOOD more than U,

*Life is too short so I've apreciate it...........

we had lunch here;)

He's mine.

Tired answering them, dont u think so...."yaya, when gonna be ur big day?'huh?dont forget to invite us ya.....surely dear the day will coming but still not decide yet, If u give me money now...tomorrow I prepare everything...$$$$$..ok so stop ask me ...ok or not?
............I prefer to write and share about my kids rather than about him...............
sometime he felt he was nothing in my heart...honestly sometime yes...hahahaha........
btw he such amazing man ....*just let me kept it ya, after on off we getting back...so now just move on....hope our big day will comin soon.....Just pray for it ya...

surely eimont gonna be my bridemaid and Ipin as my bestman...whatever~~~~~~

my engagement day.....

for him....

For me....thanked....

for our big sponsored

more photo gonna be upload later....

on 2nd day of Raya,.....

he3

hugs,

yaya

Kids made my life damn happy

Haziq,haziqah,Putri zafirah,Haikal...

they made my life cheerful...AWesome and wonderful Kids....

putri zafirah..

talkactive,

KEPOH...

gossiping all the times...

aziq, very luckily to have parents like my sis,...

everything he wants he'll get it,

latest gadget surely....

haziqah,

i love her more than Putri..

why bcoz she love me more than cikyuz...

hehehe

lol

both of them sometime make me crazy....

too jealousy if i give more attention to one of them,,

Cik yaya only got 2 hands,'2 leg ya,...

my natural beauty,

wake up early and have breakfast with 3 kids,....

haziq....

actually last time yuz and me kept arguing about aziq's homework...

he wont to finish his homework given by his mum,

so I've decide to ask him to do his homework at playground...

so he kept his promise.....

i love kids, and i try to understand kids like him....

especially boy....

he need more attention,

talk slowly and patiently...

i knew he will listen to u....

i'm not good daughter,

i'm not good niece...

I'm not good student or even workers...

But I'm good aunty,..

and hope I'll be good mother and wife soon....

i'm caring about kids....

I love and sensitive regarding them...

people outside why u must threw ur baby just like that....

i knew u made mistake but then did u realize u've made twice mistake?

so u guys.....keep ur baby and care about them.....

dont ever regret one days...

Allah always there for u....

he knew best about us....

amin...

hugs,

yaya

ehm.....

my dreams came true.....

let me think about that.....

hugs,

yaya

Fuel+Sugar

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:(

why everything raised up but still my salary didnt,Maintain.,..I love to maintain my Body but I hate maintain SALARY
Just my Opinion ya,..I'm not politic ppl.,Only  gov servant who support 100% policies of Gov, btw dont u think u burden lower income family like ME...eventhough I dont have car and still not even have family but Then felt suck of this situation coz my Bf think twice before we hangout, 2 important element increase price surely others expenses will do same,..ehmmm...
hope they will check back our income....hope this year will get bonus ya...amin......

hugs,

yaya

Thanked to all of u,

Sorry ya i update late,....actually this happened on MONDAY, 19th July...Monday blues,seems like lazy go to work,but have something to settle down So I've to go....Suprisingly....my big boss sponsored everything..(not sure who paid everything bt most importantly i paid nothing),Mean that they celebrating my birthday...OMG..u must be jealous....*hehhehe*so faster fill up form and apply any post here....*

not celebrating ONLY...*perasan x ingat*

big smile

love this department..

but I've to move on....

for my dreams and future...

U dont know deep inside......******

LET ME DECIDE MY FUTURE...

I;ve DRAW beautifuly.......

now i've to colour it....

hugs,

yaya

happy birthday Putri Ameera Haziqah

20th July

she turned to 4 years old,

Adorable niece,

pampered.....

Love her damn much.....

some photos i can share with u guys,

*my sis celebrate ziqah's birthday earlier.....*

happy birthday my sweetheart....

love u.....

muahhhhh......

so cute~

hugs,

yaya

Turned to 23 years Old

Owh My God,

now turned to 23,Owh no.....gettin Older....

thax to all my beloved friends,family those called me at early morning....hhehhe

baskin Robbin...

yummie..

OMG..blackberry...

dont be jealous ya...cool......+Chill..

hehehehe

*but not mine ok, ...my sis got from her Company..*

why I got nothing from GOV?

unfair:(

hugs,

yaya

Congratulations

First of foremost......
CONGRATULATIONS....for my self...went through up till this level.,

those evening:

got call from KHAI....ehmmmm,
I knew he just give a called if have good news,

Khai: where are u?
        have u read ur mail?
Me: netball court,,..
      not yet,why??
Khai:OMG i received their mail just now,.....
ME: Omg congrate ya,.but still dont noe my result yet,.
*looked at my phone....Dun have enough credit to online*
Khai:ok....my batery flat....
.......

btw I'm not satisfied at all....give him a call and asked him to check for me...I gave him my mail+pasword..can u see how crazy I'm..but I trust him ok,...

Ya I got it...alhamdulillah

hugs,

yaya

Mix photo

Sorry ya,mix and match all the photo.....~!!!
just sharing with u readers........~!!!*what felt bored.....*ok later I'll buy new Dslr camera ya*

my shoes~SPECIAL I brought for Walk-in-interview...

ishhhh...

fatty girl...

snap while waiting for my turn...

attend course here~

my favourite............

huhu,...
the END...

hugs,

yaya

July is back

July is full of story,mostly what happened in my life related to this month......ok dont want talk too much....
my birthday is comin soon.....dont forget to wish and post any gift ya.....
....Firstly,I'm sharing with my cousin akui......on 17th July ....
my sibs those born same month with me....

fairuz or Liza:21st July

Fared or Topek :22nd July

Along..My first bro :26th July....

my niece:Putri Ameera Haziqah :20th July

my Granny:Ameena:21st July

my aunty:Noridah:24th July..........

Got my current Job on JULY...

Got offered from UITM (degree in mass communication ) on JULY...

what else?????....

Interview with MAS on JULY until final level.....

*dont have Idea*

so???almost welcome JULY....

traditional system.....~!!

for 3 of them....

hheheheh:))

hope 3 of u happy ya....

gift I'll give it later ok....

*btw that they will do the same to me?...I dont care....I love them more than my self...*

muaxxxxx

hugs,

yaya

ME

 I have been struggling with this for some time. I am a very real person. I tell it how it is and I am pretty laid back. In blog world I have struggled deciding what to reveal about me and what to keep safely tucked inside. I still don't know my comfort zone. Because of this I feel very generic. I post pictures of mine and give a little update but I don't dig in to me at all. I was OK with this for a while because, really, I started the blog as a virtual scrapbook -for improve my english and just a way to document us until I can actually get this stuff into physical scrapbooks, but lately I feel lost in the crowd. I feel like I know so much about other people whose blogs I check regularly, but if you are checking in on me what do YOU really know. Very little. So I have been trying to define my blog in my head and decide my purpose in blogging. In real life I am laid back and I don't play social games, but I am also a private person.(sometimes) I am not one to confide my feelings to others, so why would I want to discuss them openly on my blog? Yet, sometimes I do. Plus, I have changed. Adoption has changed me. Blogging has changed me. The Internet has changed me. I know so much more now than I used to know and so I have opinions and feelings about things now that were never a part of me before. I want to confront the new me. Somehow I find it safer to do that in blog world. Seems weird.


For today I will jump on your platform. WORKING is hard!!! It has kicked my butt ....comfortable place and now I have started all over. I would not change it for the world, but after almost a year of being here..*Putrajaya* I feel I am just now breathing again...and only barely. My patience has been tested in more ways than I care to admit. I have been snappy and short with my surroundings. I also feel I lost some major control over them for a while. The past few weeks, I am resurfacing. I am feeling less out of control, less chaotic. could just kick myself for not getting my act together sooner. But I have been exhausted and overwhelmed. I also feel so relieved right now to at least think that we are turning a corner. Pieces of my old self are falling back into place while at the same time these new pieces that I have picked up along the way (raising a girl, adopting, blogging, attachment issues, as well as the worldly issues that I feel so more in tuned to now like fashions, gossipping environmental issues, etc.) are all beginning to fit together into the new puzzle that is me. It feels good and it feels weird. I can no longer look at things the same way. I feel empathy and sympathy in ways I never before felt. I was never purposefully insensitive, I was just blissfully ignorant.

So thanks for the challenge, ALLAH. It feels good to share...

hugs,

YAYA

1 years ago

One years ago, I came to Putrajaya, full of expectation to become good government servant,change public's perception among gov.servant.....14th JULY 2009, registration date....Prime Minister's department of Malaysia....here I went....

MINISTRY OF HOME AFFAIRS.....
CENSORSHIP FILM & ENFORCEMENT DEPARTMENT...

proud to be here....
gain new experience,...............
no single words can describe my feeling,
cant denied the fact that...working with enforcement full of mystery....believe everywhere u go,the same things will happened....so just accept and try to adapt new things, U should make ur environment comfort with u,DONT ask what did they give to u,but U should ask urself what u have CONTRIBUTE to ur nation,country or ur department........

by the way, So sad to hear that my boss leaving our department....

EN.HAFIZ BIN MUSTAPHA...*thanked a lot for everythings....* good luck for ur new department ya,

hugs,

yaya

Here have same tips for all of u ...readers..............>>>(-_-)<<<


1.) Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the
ultimate antidepressant.
2.) Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
Buy a lock if you have to.

3.) Buy a Tivo (DVR), tape your late night shows and get more sleep.

4.) When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My
purpose is to________ today.'

5.) Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

6.) Watch more movies, play more games and read more books than you did
last year.

7.) Always pray and make time to exercise.

8.) Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of
Six.

9.) Dream more while you are awake.

10.) Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less foods that
are manufactured in plants.

11.) Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan
salmon,broccoli, almonds & walnuts.

12.) Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13.) Clear your clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new
and flowing energy into your life.

14.) Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues
of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead, invest your
energy in the positive present moment.

15.) Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are
simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class
......but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

16.) Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a
college kid with a maxed out charge card.
17.) Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
18.) Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

19.) Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

20.) Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21.) You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22.) Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
23.) Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.

24.) Ladies - Go on and burn those 'special' scented candles, use the 600
thread count sheets, the good china and wear our fancy lingerie now. Stop waiting
for a special occasion. Everyday is special.

25.) No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26.) Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will
this matter?'

27.) Forgive everyone for everything.

28.) What other people think of you is none of your business.

29.) Time heals almost everything. Give time, time!

30.) However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

31.) Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will.
Stay in touch with them
32.) Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
33.) Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need. God provides,
remember?!

34.) The best is yet to come. (in Heaven)

35.) No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

36.) Do the right thing!
37.) Call your family often.

38.) Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: 'I
am thankful for __________.' Today I accomplished _________.

39.) Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

40.) Enjoy the ride. Remember that this is not Disney World and you
certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.

 LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH.

LIFE'S A GIFT ... UNWRAP IT!

hugs,

yaya

Eye~

today with spectacles...

why...

let me kept it....

cute?

hhehehe~~~

thanked ya,....

*hope gonna be ok after this...

hugs,

yaya

The Four elements of success

My current book....

*credit to little brother*

thanked leaving this book at home....

Noticed I'm water+earth+wind...

opsss please choose only 2 elements ok..

either

wind

earth

fire

water

Sibs,I'm not FIRE ok......FIRE was YUZ.....hahaha(admit ya)

I've learned a lot through this book...

I knew myself better and how to control my emotion....

so all of u should have and read this book...

recommend by beautiful girl..

hugs,

yaya

                                   

Too Jealousy

Answer me honestly,

1- Are u jealous if ur bff brought new car?
2- Are u jealous when ur bff's bf propose her?
3- Are u jealous if ur bff brought new shoes or handbag,*especially u're addicted & crazy about both stuff?
4- Are u jealous ur bff wore expensive and branded items
5- Are u smile lookin at them?

answer me please....

exactly damn jealous and CRAZY about that, I cant sleep and kept thinking ....all of above always are my point when my bf and me had big war...many times it happened and felt tired....
Girls always like that,Actualy we're not exactly jealous with our bff those who like this, Just sometimes when have space to speak up..so u guys out there please Cover the space properly.....Honestly since few months ago, my bad attitude slowly remove from my body, WHY? First of all because of My sister NORLIZA, seriously she's good daughter, (sorry k.ana&k.ayu also good but both ya not enough to challenge for this award) All of her friends mostly succeed with their life,became a doktors,engineers,lecturers,teachers.....even personally felt she also among them(succeed) she still humble,just sometime like granny(advise and talk too much with me)but felt that she was good sister,aunty and daughter....but u're not good grandchildren....hahahahha(think back ok!)

her friends changed luxury car she still maintain with her KANCIL...(zaman study punye keta....until now)....dari along pakai wira until along tukar wish...dari kak na dgn waja sampi naik harrier......k.yu drive alphad even hanya driver haziq+haziqah shj....she still wat bodo.....we all call keta dia tu HELLO KITTY..since when she love pink and hello kitty i dont know.....Dia tu mmg bagus la never make PN.SAUDAH cried...me always...until mak said:U want to KILL me or WHAT.....sorry mak....hheheheh..she love to give me an advise...MULUT LASER....Never said CEMBURU@JEALOUS about her friends...ONLY jealous when she felt she can do more than others......she the one love nagging until my ear pain....she remind me no need to have any debt...and live happily and work smartly....

hugs,

yaya

Owh NO..

So suprised, upgrade OFFICE's wall....owh no~!!!
exactly same like my baju kurung...owh no...*malu*suka*U know, my baju kurung given by my mum,*actually mum punya Baju Kurung,so pity ya,
 dont have money to buy new baju kurung,so just pick my mum's.....

hahahaha~!!!

so after this everyone will get Idea nk Upgrade wall kat their house or room...

hheheheheh

>>>>-_-<<<<<

hugs,

yaya

Give me an Idea.....

I love sewing, but i dont know when I'll learn it...

I love cooking, but I dont know how to choose the right igredients...

I love baking,but dont have enough money for the fees......

I love travelling, but my mum said NO...SAVINGS better for my future.....

so how???give me an Idea.......thinkin I should learn sewing and baking so that i'll make extra income....so that will travel around the world...*not too far ya,just thinkin go visit my little brother at Australia,*     and Cooking for my dearest friends...llalalalallallalala

*such a wonderful girl in MALAYSIA..here I'm......*

hugs,

yaya

World Cup is FINISHED

Germany,Go go germany..

even not so fanatic with football,and even dont know the players,..

I'm love Germany....

Congratulations for your team even only 3rd place

Proud of u....

*hhehheeh*

New word cup champion...

'S.P.A.I.N'

Spain v/s Nertheland

1 v/s 0

Support nertheland....huhu....

whatever.....for me win or loss is not so big deal,the most important part is they're play as a team.....and enjoy at the field.....

So after this no more chit chat about football,which team won or loss....no more staff come to office late,no more adif send text to me the latest result........no more hangout at mamak stall until late night and early morning, No more husband get up until ignore their wife....All women u can live peacefully....after this because WORLD CUP 2010 is over..so waiting 4 years from now in Brazil...

hugs,

yaya

Now u can fly...part 3

Day 2 {4th July 2010}

Tired thinkin what should I wear,*pity with adif,everytime shouted on him*btw, believe on luck and my self...Dont judge a book by it's cover ya,so Lets we go.....

Pan pacific Hotel

ordinary girl lookin for her dream,still work hard to find the star,ishh..second day,more confident than a day before,but a bit frust because didnt wearing a Kebaya, upset....;(
Eyes lookin around who knows someone also didnt wearing kebaya,at last someone same to me..alhamdulillah,but u know what she dint pass to move next round, so how???that same to me???*aint ignoring her bad feeling* After tired facing others candidate moving around me at last gonna my batch turn,OMG.....is breathing....... 6 of us took place, and is gonna so funny when I've took judge's sit..*embrassing*...

this part so interested you know, discussion...U know I love to talk and sometime talk too much and make others feel bored...no wonder....Playing Role.....so excited..really....SSSsssssshhhhhhhhh ....malunya.....not good enough in acting,

after that we had some conversation...before this round closed......
*this round really super duper tough,everyone in my group excatly used english as first language,while me totally out...english broken!!!!!!!!.....*btw I've effort to improve ya....


Ok.....after 10 minutes waiting the result,at last one of MAS staff called us,....

*congratulations to all of u because until this level,thanked again for comin,by the way among 12 of u only 3 selected move to final level,they're JUFFRI, SITI HAJAR and KHAIRUDIN.....omg....I want to cry....please....Alhamdulillah,looked at adif far away.....deep inside thanked to him......is not easy move until this level........

FINAL LEVEL...

Let it be my secret forever..(.ceh wah.).....btw I cant forget HR manager said to me,I prefer u wore baju kebaya rather than this stuff..OMG....simply answer:that's why I want to be a part of MAS so everyday wearing KEBAYA.....

so now just pray to Allah,,,if that is good for me I'll get....if not never meant to be....never put high expectation,but i believe on myself...I'm proud to be SITI HAJAR TUMERAN....daughter's of TUmeran& Saudah....

thanked to Uitm SEgamat,

all the lectures,

thanked to all my teachers....

SMK.Semenchu...

even studied at rural area i believe if we want to change our life we can do it

passion,

determination...

"trust urself....no matter what people trying to said about your dream ignore them,just take good advise,the rest u put outside,if we kept thinkin about others until when we want to moves?narrow minded people always stick and stay there....."

hugs,
yaya

Now u can fly...part 2

Continue~~~

PAN PACIFIC HOTEL,JB
3rd JULY 2010 9.25am

Omg...so many of beautiful ladies here....*Down into earth*...men I didnt care too much because  my eyes blind already....exactly my high 163cm,weight 52kgs...*shut up u...knew gettin fat already....*

First around Begins here...(after pass high+education cert)
nervous,worried,excited.....what else????speechless
they separately by batch....so my batch quite tough,5 ladies and only one man,
so excited....Don't know how to express here...*last year not so nervous like this year...*...in interview room....*fall in love with the judge,,*sorry adif.....
I cant hide my feelin....*so if u read my post please contact me as soon as possible*..*wink*...straight to the point,......,Actually I dont know what they are lookin for,but I believe they want the best among the rest,doesnt meant u look so hot and beautiful easily can move another level...nope totally wrong ya,U must be confident,good in communication skills, and the most importantly kept smiling...I believe u must help each other,and always give support to others candidate,u cant be selfish....because at last nothing u'll get,  It all about team work,u cant walk alone..... After almost 20 minutes,first round finished and the result is ready,

*thanked to six of u because willing to come for an interview today, i knew first round quite tough for all of u,but never mind all of u can try for next interview, only one of u are selected, (then he called everyone's name except SITI HAJAR BINTI TUMERAN)
still bear in my mind....
omg, YA ALLAH alhamdulillah, move to next round....my eyes keep lookin on my hubby....thanked to u too....(he's so special even someone told me adif's face like THIEF)

SecOnd Round...

Groomin session....
Screamin again....just noticed my weight 52kgs,...please cant accept this fact..anyone please ........delete the fact..I love this session,seriously, at first worried about my scar..*had an accident almost 4 years ago*but love the beautiful ladies .....always calm me domn...Dont worried dear,never mind.....Catwalk ok....seems like miss world with her high heels...reality my face very ugly....

*Congratulations to u,u move to next round see u tomorrow all the best*
(excited,but damn nervous because Tomorrow have go back to KL before 3pm,can I make it???)

I let u think about that.......beyond my expectations......
to be continue........

hugs,

yaya

Now u can fly...part 1

Everyone...Just gonna to share my precious experience walk in interview with MAS,
So to all of u those excited to become a cabin crew gonna to share some tips,First of all I admitted not cute like Nora Danish,not so hot like Fasha sandha,not so gorgeous like Ziana Zain and last but not least not so tall like Amber Chia....My dream since I was kids want to fly,serve people and always look gorgeous and smart like MAS's stewardess.So I've decided go back to my hometown attending their walk in interview. Sorry dont know which part should I start first,and really excited to express my feeling, Almost 3 weeks cant sleep because kept dreamin about that,.....

ok..let begins here...

otw to Penang, damn bored only a girl inside the car so decided to facebooking  suddenly *screamin* OMG, Mas gonna to have walk in interview in JB nx weekend...OMG.....*so everyone looked at me..but I said it was nothing,just my hubby gonna to propose me soon.....;)weird right...this time I felt not the right time to share everything with others since dont know yet will make it or not...so the first person I called were Hadif..thax my hubby because always support me,....the moral of value is that...FB not only give negative effect but also Positive in my life*..so kept facebooking ya friends.....

after 5 days at Penang,
OMG I've to attend finance course at Radius International Hotel on Sunday's night..U crazy owh what..so how I can be there*JB*,but the course an important for my career....*btw deep inside quite excited because will attend course at Hotel..located between BB and Pudu...*heheheheh...

3rd JULY 2010
woke up early at 6.30 am,still not decide yet either want to go or not, but I've been in JB,so why not grab this opportunity and just try it....*u never know what happen next*
that day I wore the most expensive clothes that I've had in my life...might be too cheap for u but not for me ya, arrived at PERSADA around 9 am,walk slowly.....

Guard: *sorry cik nak g interview MAS ke?venue bertukar la,sebab kat sini ada expo It

me: ye ke?jadi kat mana new venue?

Guard: kat PAN PACIFIC HOTEL....

me:thax ya......looked at hadif....apa lagi x reti2 ambil keta ke?heels ini kalah miss world
     tau penat jalan....

Hadif: yela minachi......

suddenly....a chinese lady came to me..excuse me..u want go to Mas walk in interview....

me: yup...u also?

lynette: yup...

me: so just lets join me ya,my bf took his car so better we go together.....

(start on our first conversation until now we're still keep in touch and friends forever )..

To be continue.......

hugs,

yaya

I'm back....

Hi my lovely reader's...Oppsss did my blog have.........

First of all really sorry almost 2 weeks didnt update anything,Currently I dont have notebook,my phone also not like yours,and I'm not at office.........busy outstation, attending course and interview.More focus on my job ya,.....I've had a lot of story to share here..but dont have enough time,now borrowed wawa's notebook while she going hangout with her friends...........*Radius international hotel KL*

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BTN...(Biro Tata Negara)
my love story....
And last but not least about my sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll update later ya....JOJO ,...*k.jaja busyla syg...nanti k.jaja update ok...jgnla marah k....)

hugs,

yaya