With the name of Allah,.....
We need to appreciate what we have now,what we got.....people around us.Actually long times I want to post this..want to share my feeling now...If I kept it make my head and heart more pain.....did you proud to be government servant?eventhough contribution nothing?should you be proud?my answer nope....I know every parents proud and grateful of that.....stable and have bright future.....please that only old folk.....
Almost 7 months I'm sitting here...do the same things every months,getting busy at the end of month and year...that worth it???? may be my sit need to give to others who more needed....Sit in front of the computer almost 6 hours,go lunch whatever time you want....I knew not all the department like this,some how rather ya,I need the environment like this...but not all the times..until 5 minutes u arrive at office u felt damn bored...can u imagine that situation? I let u think....working with narrow minded people, I don't know what should I said here....once again sorry to all my officemate those read my post...peole out there can u list me criteria to be a good leaders?? i think I learns it before....Bel 250 at Uitm...did u think our boss really as good leader??exactly not...why I said like this.....did he manage his staff properly?nope...did he bias to rest of the staff especially who loves to pretend nice in front of him all the times...but behind..only God have the answer....did him???please..u totally and exactly not a good leader....can u change it...can u realise that...I wont to stay here like this..stay with people like them...really I wont....have group and click here..damn need I to choose which group should I involved???nope right...I'll treat nice to all...and kept whateve should I kept..trust me.....Same at my rental house...that younger girl pretend matured and good all the times.....but did she know in love with man who have Husband title is wrong...if u have a reason please convince to people....we tired to face it everyday...but it's all about u...ur life..I hope u think wisely girl...dont make mistake.....hope so....my life??what can I say...just follow the flow....wont think too much about my problems...what I need to improve myself..and blame myself not others...
Hugs,
yaya