Emotional

hi, Yes i'm too emotional sometime, I'felt very bad...sorry u guys ......
Tidak akan ada lagi sesi memaki hamun sang tunang, tisdak akan ada lagi sesi memarahi dia, almaklumla saya ingin berubah, sebab kadang-kadang org yang tidak mengenali saya tidak akan mengetahui yang say ni panas sekejap je,lepas tu sejuk hihi paling lama gaduh 2o minit sahaja, heheheheh apapun, doakan yang terbaik buat kami ok.......................................................


GOOD NEWS, Hadif akan balik ke Malaysia Isnin ini...so Selasa sampai la.................
Saya pulak akan ke Bandung untuk persiapan terakhir majlis perkahwinan, nak beli baju untuk saudara-mara,dayang-dayang,pengapit dan banyak lagi........................................
BAD NEWS, hadif x akan join sebab tiket mahal sngt, our ticket just 600rm perperson while now da increase up to 900rm, x sanggup la yer please......x mahu membazir saya bkn ank org kaya, kami ni KAYAP

hugs,

yaya

Soon to be...

                       OMG goodness..... FA...my dreams may came true..


Ok aunty out there,, might be I should write in malays so everyone should understand...*or might be javanese laguage??*

aunty,kakak,uncle atau sesiapa yg merasakan jd FA tu kerja yg hina sini sy cakap kt kalian ok....


jadi gov.servant tu suci sgt ke?jawabla sendiri......

x semua org jd FA tu social gila babi ok....

saya mmg x suka g club dgr heavy music or even slow... saya x bminat pun....nk minum ARAK  lagi jauh skali.....nk merokok lagila bkn sy...bau org merokok pun sy mcm sesak nafas....

nak tau x even dulu time study kt UiTM ada member yg addict g club sy ttp b'pegang pada prinsip Xkn pergi.... sy g hard ROCK je...hina ke tu??adui penatla nk explain....

saya respect my fren yg gila havoc..bt then they do same to me,diaorg x prnah paksa sy join diorang...SO WHAT??????

ada org ckp sy sexy..may be la if x pkai tudung tu sexy..so yg pkai tudung tp sendat nampak body x sexy ke???aduiiiiii,should u send me text asked me"have I buy my bikini yet?please la....annoying la..come on babe....


saya ada impian and plan hidup sy sendiri xkn nk kena cerita kt org apa iMPIAN saya...yg pntng if sys x jd FA sy mmg akn b'hnti jd GOV.servant b4 my age 40....because I want spend my time with my kids and run up my bisnes..bole x faham,........saya manusia biasa yg ada impian..jadi tolongla...faham sy... SAYA X KACAU life KALIAN...*yang sibuk ngumpat sy dlm ofice ni..* jadi tolongla ok...

time uols muda pun u jiwa mcm sy m'berontak nk apa je...so this is my turn and chance.....ok...dr uols ngumpat and talkin bad bhind me lg bnyk dosa uols buat,....

ntuhla sometimes ppl around me made me down....

i x jeles pun uols ada luxury car.....umah besar I x jeles....I cuma nk jgn kacau HIDUP I.................

 auty,kakak,uncle,atuk

saya bukan nak marah kalian, saya ambil jadikan pedoman kata-kata nasihat dari kalian kerana kalian lebih lama merasai nikmat dunia ini, cuma saya tetap berpegang pada prinsip hidup saya, saya tahu walaupun berat hendak membuat keputusan biarla kali ini saya membuat keputusan saya tanpa ada sesiapa masuk campur, selama 23 tahun rasanya belum pernah saya membuat keputusan tanpa melibatkan keluarga, cuma kali ini saya rasa saya mampu. saya ada tanggungjawab yang harus saya pikul, Saya masih ingat apa yang harus saya dahului sebelum yang lainnya..saya yakin setelah fikir semasak-masaknya saya ingin meninggalkan arena kerajaan ini tidak lama lagi, Biarla segala alasan saya itu saya simpan, tidak perlu saya kongsikan pada semua...dan tolong jangan tanya saya bila hari terakhir saya di pejabat, saya nak ketenangan boleh kan?
jika sudah tiba masanya saya pergi saya akan tetap pergi tidak perlu setiap hari bertanyakan soalan yang sama,.

u cant buy my Dignity,

hugs,

yaya

Kepoh?

This entry special dedicate to my ex-classmate

I knew u're such a good friend of mine,

So suprise last 2 days u very excited give me a ring and text,

I dont know what types of u,

still remember I lend u my photo and I want it back

but u refuse to do so...

might b my mistake....

*forgot already*

U kept gossiping about me while I'm staying in Kl after finished My secondary school....

I still kept Silent...

through Fb we comunicate each other back...

Did u realize u hurt me back?

 Back to what I'm trying to share with u guys my bloved readers..

OWH NO....just forget it...

but if u girl read this entry please...

u're not even my relative....

u're not my bestfriend......

so what the hell u came to my home just because want to know how my life getting on?

should u dont be so KEPOH.....

I never gossiping bout u even talking bhind of u..so please go far a way from my LIFE..... and dont ever destroy my relationship with my mum.....

dont pretend nice and good ya..

hugs;

yaya

Friend or Foe??????

Honestly, If u don't know bout me please don't judge me....and to the gossiper....please look at urself......u're good enough??hehhehehe...might be u jealous look I'm happy have family who're very supportive......especialy my mum and my sis........not like ur family......hehehehehe
I stop think about love......now new programme.........savings for holiday and run a business.....
man always make us heading..................huhuhuhu last post I wrote about stupid girl still remember that????
She destroy everything...after my family startedto accept him....n because of his friend shouted and scolded....because of text given by stupid girl my aunt ask me to let him go............and no need to be part of them...................I'm family's person anything I'll ask their opinion first so??ehmmmm just forget about that...............
friend are always honest with the relationship.....but foe take advantage and selfish........ai've a lot of friend but special friend still can count....i don't like to be friend with narrow minded person... pretend u're such a wonderfulgirlbiut actually u're weird girl..
Just talk nicely with us because want to know what playing around in our mind and heart....and busybody bout our personal life.....please..............may be I'm lack of knowledge about Islam and not islamic like u...But step by step day by day i improve myself.................I'm praise born as muslim and happy about my journey's of life.........
Idon't like to hide anything bout my life but some how rather I need to think about my family........
mum,kept pushing me to get married................but honestly I'm wont...........
I've my own dream..........


working with Malaysian's ambassy(any country)
further my degree+Master+Phd
build up my own brand
have my own Orphan centre.....
(I love kids)




hugs,
yaya