Thursday, November 12, 2009

A Part and Parcel Of myLife

~SweeT ~
&
~OrDiNaRy
GiRl


Primary School:~

I misS that Moment.....My teachers,my friends..............Pp,Munir,Cla,azie,yayang,Edah,Elly,deen,ainol,zainab.....(my deskmate)
we're at the same class....
I was assistant leader...wearing spectacles..everyone called me Mickey mouse.....
HuhUhuhuhu Cute~
UPSR???ehMmMmmMmmm
So FunnY all of us I thought we're just playIng around....
Study??ReVision????
never>>.Might b I thought I'm gifted...
I've our own click.....Yayang,edah,cla,yeyen,Me&zainab....





SECONDARY SCHOOL :~

I'm a leader....huhUhuhuhu...Up to date~Famous~Wanted~Naughty
Miss my bloved Teacher...Pn Habsah,Pn.Marina,
I'm Debaters....Best Debaters>.....
That's why now None stop talking 24/7...
I'm very naughty.....
my mum gave me money to pay tuition fees..But I didnt.....
Hehehehehheeheheh
I'm freaky naughty....at the age of 13,,I got my handphone.....
Still remember that........
SEk.Men.Keb.Semenchu teach me a lot....


~We're HapPy faMilY~

My haPpy Family~

My little Brother~sito-topEk...


Univercity of Sydney Australia


He's StylO :~0

My niece+Nephew.....Very cute+talkactive+Active+Pamper

Amirul Haziq 9th march 2002
Putri Zafira 24th October 2005
Asyraff Haikal 19th November 2005
Hazriq Hakimie 14th October 2006
Putri Amiera Haziqa 20th July 2006


Putri Zafira+Putri Amiera Haziqah


Amirul HaziQ


Asyraff Haikal

~My beloved sIster~
ayu hayati
Rohana
Fairuz Liza

My Bloved Sister...Fairuz liza



RoHana~Super Model...HuhuhUhu






Ayu Hayati...;-O


Times For my Big Family~
Jeng....Jeng......


Behind Left: Bro.Bad,Along,Sis.Gee,Sis aYu,Sis Ana,Bibi(Our maid),Adek,Bro.Shah
Middle Left: Mak usu,Baba,mak
In front left:Anes,ME,eqal,Sis.yuz,Miera

Oh my Leg..I still nEed u....

I wake up as usual, 5.30am....I took my shower and i get prepared of myself.... I walked to the bus stop...and I felt my leg very pain..Oh My GOd.....Ya Allah...I try very hard to ignore it..but freaky pain......deep inside I'm crying......Pain,..... I recalled back how all this things happened..

JULY

The month that I waiting for,..birthday of myself,my sister,my brother,my niece,my auntie.......we're family of July...don't be jealous..............,my birthday but I got nothing....I just got something very bad, during that week my hubby and me we're kept quarrel each other, he ignore me,he didnt wish my birthday,..he didnt gave anything..So I let him go eventhough I won't that.....I'm freaky sad.....I want him back...and that day while I'm on the way to pavillion met my cousin he forgive me and and we're getting back together...I felt like dreams come true.....I keep dreaming...until when I want to cross the road,.....I saw the taxi speed...but why apis still cross???and i hold wan's shirt.....suddenly small accident happened....the taxi collide me..(myself was flew).everyone look at me....OMG....But I still can stand and walk...apis and wan worried bout that.... i'm ok dun worry........no need to get treatment.Really embrassed,I saw someone record what happen there..this year only apis gave me a birthday present....A ticket of dayang concert at Hard rock cafe....then now I got the effect....ehmmmmMmMmmmMmmm Yummie




Dayang nurfaizah at hard rock.....




Dayang & Wan....
(I took this pitcha)
We've so much fun there...:))))


NOVEMBER

The month that gave me gazilion experience..I tried to hate this month but I couldnt...both of my bloved born on this month, every year on this month make me pain, sick....and lonely.....EhmmmmMmmmmMmmmmm I hate!!!!I hate!!!!!! live without him!!!!!... Dis month make my life missing.....Really...I lost Nura n mokhtar!!!! I lost my spicy fOoD!!!!!! I lost my free time!!!! I lost my healthy..... n now I need to lost my leg>????? nope please I still love my leg...n I need it,,,:'( I can't walk like before...IsyhhHhhh...Go to clinic and get treatment????lazy,.....


Less for me...
Some for You...
Enough for Others..

My Life


I do blame myself....I blame on my sheer stupidity... Mak and all important person of my life I'm sorry for everything from the first day I'm born or might be from our first meeting..until today.. I know how hard for all of u to taking care and control me.......All I do is give back pain...What a worthless life I lead????? Totally ashamed and embrassed.,,...But did I ask for sorry???? yeah for sure

I've a lot of flaws,I'm stupid and blind about love...9 years such a long times for any relationship,he's my first love and my first crush...but almost 1 years and half we decide to end up our relationship....hard for me to accept it...I'm indebted and grateful to you mr.Hadif...you opened my eyes...I was craving and starved for love...I never love my self back then..... EhMmmMmmmM all only my past story....I took it as a part and parcel of my life...I just need to give myself time to forget you....

I do love my life now.....my family,my hubby,my cutey,my friend and even my job....I move another step of my beautiful life......I never imagine  I'll fall in love with libyan people....he came into my life at the right time..I've been lucky to have u....U try to make me happy...u got the sense of humour...u make our relationship natural,u make me strong than before.....even our culture different But it's not a big problem...u're easy goin and everyone could love u..but need to take time...step by step...bare in ur mind.....