SuperWoman without the SuperPowers

 SuperWoman without the SuperPowers

Can u imagine that?nope right..but that is my new life now.....I have to cover others job, my officemate took  medical leave H1N1....Lately I go back home late,what should I do....But it's good things bcoz I learn a lot.... my healthy also not like before.....ehmmm I really won't talk bout that,... My hubby at libya he went back since last month (12th Oct) But everyday we'll keep in touch....Huhuhu rm2 per minutes???..so imagine by yourself....but so far he the only one my besfriend,mybest enemy,my everything...............i love him more than I could....for me just follow the flow...If my mum didn't accept him now it's still ok...step by step...can't push her to like him......My mum just worried about me,I'm her daughter....she won't the same things happen...so now I need to prove that my hubby is a good man and can take over her job.....HuhUHuhuhu...Then he'll know how difficult to care bout me..I'm freaky pamper+fussy+naughty.....but that was when I'm still not mature enough....nOw not totally change..but bcome a better person....

I love to cook...but just don't have chance to cook at my home,..my mum'll prepare everything for us...might be one day.....but still remember when I'm a student..my room will be the place for my friend especially ct,tqa,Diah,nana,nash,pza,ika and not to forget my bloved juniors jojo and the gang's...to study and hangout..... really bcoz I'll cook for them...espcially in ramadhan....U need to trust me.....

Now superwoman...Huhuhu...dun ever think in this world just have superman...but also have SUPERWOMAN.....HuhuhuHUhu.... and it's goes to mE....even now I loss my beloved friends that I knew her just around 3 month...but I really comfort to talk with her.....I felt down before...but now I need to think bout myself...my healthy....If she and her bf want to forgive me it's up to them...but I just told the truth from inside my heart,......I'm tired really.....U know where u can find me..so if u forgive then look for me...I always waiting for both of u......

I read one of my friend's blog....she talk bout show off I'm quit interested bout that....that I show off????let the people close to me judge that.........

ok la..enough for today...I really tired.........Daddddaaaaaaa

Enjoy the simple things in life

I'm very simple person...really am I??????sometime yes....or might b before I'm a bit fussy all the times..Everytime got money I'll spend it....not Wisely but ehmmmmm...Dunno how to explain....I do love branded items..I dun want to wear night market shirt...(rEAlly)..I only brought the original...SWear with that.....But Now..after working and got my own income....I appreciate money more than before... I've learn how hard to earn money...and how difficult to manage ur money...U need to give ur mum and dad,ur savings,ur house and other expenses..at the middle of the month u need to survive....huH..it's a part of life....I'm praise to Allah because people around of me very understand and encourage me....especially my bloved huby,k.yuz....both of them always keep nagging...n remind me...HuhhUH...Tired to hEar that....But what Should I do...HAhahhahahahaHAh

Now I planNed for my career n future...

I still remember how hard for me to let the offer gone....just like that,Since I'm 7 years old I want to b news reader and reporter...n I do hope I'll become in future....5th July the date of my registration for degree in mass communication major in journalism....But I'm not there...at the moment I'm freaky busy help my grandmother and taking care of her since my uncle passed away on 27th june 2009... U know I'm sad but I need to forgone that,...but younger brother further his degree in Uni.of Sydney on 26th July 2009 and K.yuz do her master 1st July.... Until when I need to burden my mum?????keep asking her money?not like both of them (adek and k.yuz) they're best student and always make my mum happy......me??? repeat the same paper all the times, make my mum cried,,..So I accept this job.....I never think I'll b a part of government servant...Now I'm.....here..working at film cencorship department Ministry of Home affairs.......

2009 will end up soon

I hope next year will b much better than this year...for sure...I'll further my degree.....really hope so.....Spend time with my family more than my huby...do hope we'll have a trip go to bali next year birthday present for my mum....I can't paid for what she have had give to me but just a little sweet memory .....mak fara really love you...eventhough I made u loss ur weight...HuhuHUhuhu I'm excited to see that...because everytime I called u U'll said that......

~Pain says Give me More~

Heart Never learns; a Gazilion mistakes

Life will go on,but mistakes haunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love the journey of my life...........So exciting,adventuring.....a bitter sweet memories........

eVeryday,Everyseconds gave me a precious experience...HuHuhuhuhu

Had U ever face like I'm facing before????of coUrse never and ever......... Because

Each of us got different experience....

I've been Lucky Born as Siti Hajar Farah binti Tumeran.......

Daughter of  Pn.Saudah Hj Ali & Tumeran Hj Meskin

Sister of Sharul,Ayu,Ana,Fairus,Fared

Aunty & mumy of Haikal,Haziqah,Haziq,Haqimie,Putri.....

Future of???????? wait n see.....

Waiting someOne Else to decide your future???

Waiting someOne Else to decide your future???

I knew to be a mother not only taking care of a whole family..but mother sometime need to be a boss, a coolie, a PA( personal
assisstant) even Gangster..... Ehmmm I still remember how my mum bcame a gangster...fight a battles for me and my sister.... so funny.... But now I'm 22 yeras old...I still depending on my mum, Anythings that I want to do I need to ask her, Sometime I felt very bored.....but I need to do so....If not three of my bloved sis will shouted to me...Of cOurse she'll do that...:'(
I've 3 beautiful sister...who very love and taking care of me but some how rather they will b like a LION....huHuhUHu
They encourage me and motive me all the times......for the time being they're very busy with their own life....

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What the significant all this things with my post title?????????
I've been lucky....Very Lucky To have my famIly like this...AlhamduliLLah......
but.....WAITING SOMEONE eLSE to DEcide YouR fUture......
I need to waiting for them to make my decision....I need to ask them....OH MY GOD...should I????????
I'm very small to speak up????
Yeah I knew I'm a bit emotional...(Lorh  a bit or huge???? let u judge that)
ehMEHmmm But I adult enough to have my Own Way of life...
,I just still need all of u to encourage and  give me the guideliness n ur point of view.....
at the End I'll decide which better for Me and others....