In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful
In this world we'll facing with a lot of people....with different of attitude..I knew I'm not so good...but how about certain people pretend good but actually bad than me...yes sometime I forgot to perform task as a muslim......Here.....I mean my office I learn a lot,even deep inside my heart I'm not happy to be here...what should I do.....everyone have different opinion,background of study and family. I tried slowly adapt that situation. Day after day, I felt bored,became lazy to wake up and dressed myself. Just want to share something, might be I'm too sensitive but this the reality, one of my officemate, she's looking good at all,perform solat...but I don't think she's good hearted..really...she's selfish...sometime annoying...I realize that...but my mum always remind me don't hate people...because others will hate u...so I just kept it....today she did something I just take a look....OMG....so fuuny.... enforcement???? actualy it is not a bad job, but how u make up and design that...I don't like their style of work here. No comment....
I want to start live my life...getting back my soul.....Why him (someone...) kept pushed me to accept him...need I????please ok...give me space to breathe....I'm tired and sick about love....after what Nura and her boy friend did to me....Give up with Love....My first love crush because of family and now because of them....(friend)...I wont turning back....really....
Allah knows best.....
Excited go to bali...yahOooo at last I'll be there...Australia comin soon...waiting for my mum....I knew now she became crazy because my little brother are here...so...of course it'll increase her expenses...my mum also want to renovate our house.....at last I'll have my room without share with my sis.....Alhamdulillah.....
we're moderate family and make life so wonderful....we rely on each other....
I still not share what happened on aidiladha...it so meaningful to me, get close to my family....i knew sometime they control me,control my money and influence my life but I'm happy with that. without them I dont know where I'm now....
I'm proud to have Mohd tawfik as my little brother...he's stylo,uptodate,know how to manage his financial...and most important very clever...I do respect him....
same to Norliza or Yuz...she's very determine.....and really good sister and daughter....
Sometime I miss the moment that I've hangout with my friends...but I cant like that anymore....I need to spend my free time with my family first,...even now I stay far from them...I still not hangout with my friend....
ehmmmmMMmmmm
Yesterday Movie time....Ninja..action movie..can u imagine yaya watched that....I felt I'm the only one shouted and almost said oMg....huhuhu people sit in front of me very steady...(Wondering why I like that)...I dont like watch movie but I felt sometime i need try....heheheh
hugs
yaya
