Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Mix photo

Sorry ya,mix and match all the photo.....~!!!
just sharing with u readers........~!!!*what felt bored.....*ok later I'll buy new Dslr camera ya*

my shoes~SPECIAL I brought for Walk-in-interview...


ishhhh...
fatty girl...
snap while waiting for my turn...

attend course here~

my favourite............

huhu,...
the END...

hugs,
yaya

July is back

July is full of story,mostly what happened in my life related to this month......ok dont want talk too much....
my birthday is comin soon.....dont forget to wish and post any gift ya.....
....Firstly,I'm sharing with my cousin akui......on 17th July ....
my sibs those born same month with me....
fairuz or Liza:21st July
Fared or Topek :22nd July
Along..My first bro :26th July....

my niece:Putri Ameera Haziqah :20th July
my Granny:Ameena:21st July
my aunty:Noridah:24th July..........

Got my current Job on JULY...
Got offered from UITM (degree in mass communication ) on JULY...
what else?????....
Interview with MAS on JULY until final level.....
*dont have Idea*

so???almost welcome JULY....


traditional system.....~!!


for 3 of them....
hheheheh:))
hope 3 of u happy ya....
gift I'll give it later ok....

*btw that they will do the same to me?...I dont care....I love them more than my self...*
muaxxxxx

hugs,
yaya

ME

 I have been struggling with this for some time. I am a very real person. I tell it how it is and I am pretty laid back. In blog world I have struggled deciding what to reveal about me and what to keep safely tucked inside. I still don't know my comfort zone. Because of this I feel very generic. I post pictures of mine and give a little update but I don't dig in to me at all. I was OK with this for a while because, really, I started the blog as a virtual scrapbook -for improve my english and just a way to document us until I can actually get this stuff into physical scrapbooks, but lately I feel lost in the crowd. I feel like I know so much about other people whose blogs I check regularly, but if you are checking in on me what do YOU really know. Very little. So I have been trying to define my blog in my head and decide my purpose in blogging. In real life I am laid back and I don't play social games, but I am also a private person.(sometimes) I am not one to confide my feelings to others, so why would I want to discuss them openly on my blog? Yet, sometimes I do. Plus, I have changed. Adoption has changed me. Blogging has changed me. The Internet has changed me. I know so much more now than I used to know and so I have opinions and feelings about things now that were never a part of me before. I want to confront the new me. Somehow I find it safer to do that in blog world. Seems weird.


For today I will jump on your platform. WORKING is hard!!! It has kicked my butt ....comfortable place and now I have started all over. I would not change it for the world, but after almost a year of being here..*Putrajaya* I feel I am just now breathing again...and only barely. My patience has been tested in more ways than I care to admit. I have been snappy and short with my surroundings. I also feel I lost some major control over them for a while. The past few weeks, I am resurfacing. I am feeling less out of control, less chaotic. could just kick myself for not getting my act together sooner. But I have been exhausted and overwhelmed. I also feel so relieved right now to at least think that we are turning a corner. Pieces of my old self are falling back into place while at the same time these new pieces that I have picked up along the way (raising a girl, adopting, blogging, attachment issues, as well as the worldly issues that I feel so more in tuned to now like fashions, gossipping environmental issues, etc.) are all beginning to fit together into the new puzzle that is me. It feels good and it feels weird. I can no longer look at things the same way. I feel empathy and sympathy in ways I never before felt. I was never purposefully insensitive, I was just blissfully ignorant.

So thanks for the challenge, ALLAH. It feels good to share...


hugs,
YAYA

1 years ago

One years ago, I came to Putrajaya, full of expectation to become good government servant,change public's perception among gov.servant.....14th JULY 2009, registration date....Prime Minister's department of Malaysia....here I went....

MINISTRY OF HOME AFFAIRS.....
CENSORSHIP FILM & ENFORCEMENT DEPARTMENT...

proud to be here....
gain new experience,...............
no single words can describe my feeling,
cant denied the fact that...working with enforcement full of mystery....believe everywhere u go,the same things will happened....so just accept and try to adapt new things, U should make ur environment comfort with u,DONT ask what did they give to u,but U should ask urself what u have CONTRIBUTE to ur nation,country or ur department........

by the way, So sad to hear that my boss leaving our department....

EN.HAFIZ BIN MUSTAPHA...*thanked a lot for everythings....* good luck for ur new department ya,

hugs,
yaya
Here have same tips for all of u ...readers..............>>>(-_-)<<<


1.) Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the
ultimate antidepressant.
2.) Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
Buy a lock if you have to.

3.) Buy a Tivo (DVR), tape your late night shows and get more sleep.

4.) When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My
purpose is to________ today.'

5.) Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

6.) Watch more movies, play more games and read more books than you did
last year.

7.) Always pray and make time to exercise.

8.) Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of
Six.

9.) Dream more while you are awake.

10.) Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less foods that
are manufactured in plants.

11.) Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan
salmon,broccoli, almonds & walnuts.

12.) Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13.) Clear your clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new
and flowing energy into your life.

14.) Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues
of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead, invest your
energy in the positive present moment.

15.) Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are
simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class
......but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

16.) Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a
college kid with a maxed out charge card.
17.) Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
18.) Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

19.) Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

20.) Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21.) You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22.) Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
23.) Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.

24.) Ladies - Go on and burn those 'special' scented candles, use the 600
thread count sheets, the good china and wear our fancy lingerie now. Stop waiting
for a special occasion. Everyday is special.

25.) No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26.) Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will
this matter?'

27.) Forgive everyone for everything.

28.) What other people think of you is none of your business.

29.) Time heals almost everything. Give time, time!

30.) However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

31.) Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will.
Stay in touch with them
32.) Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
33.) Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need. God provides,
remember?!

34.) The best is yet to come. (in Heaven)

35.) No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

36.) Do the right thing!
37.) Call your family often.

38.) Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: 'I
am thankful for __________.' Today I accomplished _________.

39.) Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

40.) Enjoy the ride. Remember that this is not Disney World and you
certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.



 LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH.

LIFE'S A GIFT ... UNWRAP IT!

hugs,
yaya

Eye~

today with spectacles...
why...
let me kept it....
cute?
hhehehe~~~
thanked ya,....

*hope gonna be ok after this...

hugs,
yaya