Wednesday, December 30, 2009

lazy.........

Dunno why lately I'm too lazy.......may be not feeling very well...my voice..doctor sugest to have small operation...opppssss I hate that.....hihihihi...super duper rock.....my eyes ..full of secret........hihihi...last weekend goin back to my hometown really love that moment...my mum my dad....my prince,my little bro..and my cute sister..we had so much fun..eventhough I'm sick...tried to hide that...huhuhu..thanked to my sis.....arrived at Pudu midnite...luckly sis mas idayu send me back to Putrajaya..thanked ya...love u.....all of my sis's friends are mine.....all of them love me as their sister.....
2009 will end up soon.....hihihi.......
I hope my healthy gonna be ok soon......................
cough+dizzy+flu.......................
thanked to my mum....u work hard for me to make me ok......................and fine...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

beloved prince..miss + love u damn much...


so pampered.....love u damn much...muaxxxxx

confused either my camera or pak ucu's camera......
peace ya.......

hugs,
yaya

asrul's engagement days


most of my friend get engaged and married...when will be my turn???owh please..like my little brother said...why we need to married early???we need to enjoy our life first.....hehehheheh..by the way congrate to Asrul and Nurul....congrate ya......

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Oh my barbie" Putri...

Putri ...love you.....hihihihi...
happy belated birthday ya,......
sorry my sis..I took putr's piture from ur facebook....


very da cute.......barbie....




she was very excited......

everytime when I ring her, she asked me don't forget my barbie.....and I always remind her...wait until I become rich.....i love u Putri..my little princess......u're good sister..and very da talkactive like me.....miss u so much

hugs,
yaya

appreciate what we have~


With the name of Allah,.....

We need to appreciate what we have now,what we got.....people around us.Actually long times I want to post this..want to share my feeling now...If I kept it make my head and heart more pain.....did you proud to be government servant?eventhough contribution nothing?should you be proud?my answer nope....I know every parents proud and grateful of that.....stable and have bright future.....please that only old folk.....
Almost 7 months I'm sitting here...do the same things every months,getting busy at the end of month and year...that worth it???? may be my sit need to give to others who more needed....Sit in front of the computer almost 6 hours,go lunch whatever time you want....I knew not all the department like this,some how rather ya,I need the environment like this...but not all the times..until 5 minutes u arrive at office u felt damn bored...can u imagine that situation? I let u think....working with narrow minded people, I don't know what should I said here....once again sorry to all my officemate those read my post...peole out there can u list me criteria to be a good leaders?? i think I learns it before....Bel 250 at Uitm...did u think our boss really as good leader??exactly not...why I said like this.....did he manage his staff properly?nope...did he bias to rest of the staff especially who loves to pretend nice in front of him all the times...but behind..only God have the answer....did him???please..u totally and exactly not a good leader....can u change it...can u realise that...I wont to stay here like this..stay with people like them...really I wont....have group and click here..damn need I to choose which group should I involved???nope right...I'll treat nice to all...and kept whateve should I kept..trust me.....Same at my rental house...that younger girl pretend matured and good all the times.....but did she know in love with man who have Husband title is wrong...if u have a reason please convince to people....we tired to face it everyday...but it's all about u...ur life..I hope u think wisely girl...dont make mistake.....hope so....my life??what can I say...just follow the flow....wont think too much about my problems...what I need to improve myself..and blame myself not others...


Hugs,
yaya



Monday, December 21, 2009

Mr.Ihsan Congrate.....

At last he want to get married with Beijing's girl....

Congratulation for both of u...big hugs and kiss....Muaxxxxxx
So next year I have 2 big wedding,My beloved cousin and my bestie (Mr.Ihsan...)..but Ihsan we need to fly.....Fly and fly....their reception will be held in Hong Kong....yippie.....excited...so excited.....Start to dreams again...and saving.....yeah...gonna to ask Jojo...(because jojo's brother stay at Hong Kong and she always visit him...)
For my cousin I hope he choose me to be his wedding planner.....seems like he choose New York hotel.....as his reception...or might be Persada Johor...So excited..he was my second Boy of my cousin get married...after son of Pak long....
by d way congrate ya.......2010 will have a great moment......
hihihihi
K.yus when will be your turn????aiyoooo boyfriend u still don't have how come...???;(((

hugs,
yaya

P.S I love u....
(hehehehehehe)

My status....

Single? in love? engaged? or getting married soon?

Honestly,I'm in love with him....we still in love, but what i heard yesterday really hurt me..before this I never doubt with u, thanked ya,I kept calling u because it was me..Yaya....if I really love someone I'll always calling him no matter what...now I'm thinkin to let u go.good for u and me...(but I tried to solve everything)..may be u read my post...or vice versa.....but I hope u care about my felt now...during u're in Libya no one of ur friend care about me.;((((..but I still remember how u care bout ur best friend's girl friend..now what they gave to me??? just forget it....  I knew u're such a wonderful man, since we're in love u're understand me more than myself....u teach me a lot, u make me being more mature....but yesterday .....seems like u asked me to think twice about our relationship....yes I knew we need to decide not only one party....yeah...i knew that..don't worry....mumy ask me to get married soon..but totally not ready yet, after 3 or 5 years I'm ready for it....surely...after 3 years for sure....yeah...everyone knew after 3 years my life getting stable......hihihihihi....so now everyone clear with my status....getting married on july next year..That only my mum's dreams...If she could meet someone better for me I gonna accept him and get married soon....engaged...no..I wont that types of relationship....hihihi just worried title as fiance.......ok da.....da...da.......


hugs,
yaya

Sehati Berdansa....at last Isma and Zul eliminated

Haziq don't be sad ok...aunty knew u vote for them.....but i don't even like both of them.....Hopefully Sazzy will win...go Sazzy..go.......I'll vote for both of u....
Sazzy Falak......hihihi
super duper cute.....

Hugs,
yaya

Movie time....ZOMBIELAND



First I thought it's horror movie...but totally wrong.....
Really love this movie...I give 3.5 star.....
Comedy movie......
Learn a lot.....about the rules....don't forget wear safety belt ya...becareful whrn u're in toilet..(not because of have camera..but might be zombie will smelt ur blood....) hihhihihihihi
don't be a hero...but sometimes you need be a hero.....( Man should be gentle..) Don't cry ya.....hihihihi
don't trust anyone.......Trust yourself.....hihihhihi
u should watch this movie too..why????because:

  • I didnt sleep...
  • Learn about the rules...
  • kept laughing+giggling......
  • shouted nobody's will kill you......hhheeheheheh
  • Worth it

Hugs,
yaya

Miss U my Blog...

Hello...my beloved blog..mudyaya..stand for..My mood.....MOod's yaya...Understand...good now you get it....

Friday,Saturday got work to do...So Sunday for rest...yippie......
Sunday....
RTM...WISMA TV ANGKASAPURI...

Best,....at last I've been there...but for a while....dreams come true...All about eve..have u watched korean's drama series????..editing and tranfering video...ehmmmm..so excited....

editing the video for transfering


future producer....



beauty???really i'am...but try to zoom..yerk..bluerks..ugly...


vvip....isyhh....yummy

hopefully I'll working there soon..pray for me.....very happy...got experience.....ehmmmmm


hugs,
yaya



Saturday, December 19, 2009

new clothe....♥

Alamanda just like calling me to go there..wait ya,after finish my work I'll be there...new dress might be....for new year...gonna be happening because first time celebrate with him...gonna be excited....12 days more....hihihi comin back....welcome home.........first things I want to smack down him...because he made me crazy during he was there.....*isyhhhhh* hopefully I'll go to AJL....10th January...at Bukit Jalil...National Stadium....yippie...Abg Bad make sure u get it for me..and VVip seat ok......if not u're no longer my best bro in law ever....(just kidding)...K.na kept ring me and asked cik nor's house...and get mad....♥ Adif also very sensitive lately.....what's wrong with u?????? u met nadya right so???aiyooyooooo....I'm the best girlfriend ever for him....nobody can't be like me...nobody was perfect like me....hihihi...perfect in his eyes ok....not yours......♥my pc have a problem can't upload photo don't know why...so I'll upload later ok....hope u can wait...♥


                                                                        hugs,
                                                                       yaya

love it.♥ ♥ ♥..waste money a lot......;)))))))

Love this book..love...at last I got it.....after finished read previous novel....I brought new novel for myself...

author : CECELIA AHERN
title : P.S. I love you & If You could see me now




the best thing about this novel...is 2 in 1...the price also ehmmm exactly affordable...I hope I'll finish it soon....

everyone knew I love to eat....and I waste a lot for food......for me WORK FOR EAT.....not Eat for Work....but make sure u can maintain ur body.....
eat at Burger King really love it.......

my favourite...whopper black pepper..


Onion Rings......


See....After finished work Rush to Burger King Alamamda..Yummy....


That night while all muslim pray to Allah for new year...Anne,Aween,Amat,Lot and me went to Low Yat....Anne looking for her broadband...still remember my previous post???her bf brought for her APPLE MACBOOK AIR......so after this she gonna addict to blog and fb like me....believe on my words...u have to be like me.....hihihi......first of all ..please dont mad on me ya...u're a little fussy....like me too..but u more than me..LOL...but u're super duper good sister for me....highihi..u just want to get the best price.....I knew that sis... we're the last customer..and all shop are closed up....hehe,...after that we went to have our dinner at Kg.Baru....so delicious their poridge......Next destination Down Town Cheras....U know Anne gave wrong information she thought at Petaling Jaya so we go straight there.....eehmmm we arrived at 2.30 am....I sleep peacefuly....hihihi dont know what happened...Lucky have GPS..It was first time I've been there..have a lot stuff sell there.cheap+beautiful..I just brought for my little priNce BEN 10..hope he'll love it.....Hadif my ex-bf kept nagged and calling me....we've big quarrel.....big enough to take care of myself...hihihi..u're like my brother Adif..thanked for your advise......miss and still love you......( mud dont get mad ya......;)))


Aween,Anne,Me and Amat....



Triple A'...Aja,Anne and Aween.....


Dreaming.....hope will come true.....hihihi..new handphone....just cheap+simple..not blackberry ok...dont have money....not apple...not e and n series ok.....just T715 sony ericson.....huhuhu...pink colour....yaya since when you love pink??
  • since I have two litlle pricess Putri and aziqa who always remind me to buy pink stuff for them....
  • since k.yuz put Hello Kitty inside her car....
or you want to give me????volunteerly????I gonna to accept it....

Promise to my little prince bring him to zoo....can't wait...excited.....he loves animal so much very contra with me...before this he have a cat but after that cat bite his eyes...he hate that,..and started talk with chick....prince..I'll buy rabbit for u........

Hope Mud will bring good stuff for me...;))hihihihihi...mahboll...(I called him)...u promised me

  • new handbag


  • new jubah


  • this stuff most important,....guest what?????..jeng..jeng...of course;) RING


  • I think have something else but forgot already.....


 
hugs,
yaya

wishing to all muslim happy new year

1st muharam

All muslim celebrate as new year.....
new mood...
new mission...
new attitude...
new...new....new...???what????


mahmoud's birthday.......(follow muslim's calendar....)
unfair you celebrate it twice.....now u're in Libya...at mountain with ur cousin and close friend.....
;((without me.......
excited waiting u comin back.....

me???new year still got work to do....

hugs,
yaya....

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Can't stop others mouth~

We cant stop others talking behind of us...They loves to talk bad things...everyone have had done a lot of mistake.....I never regret....for me I make it as a part and parcel of my life....now love my life.....thanked to sis Nurul Aida Hj Abdul Ghani.....u aspire me...... now she work in Dublin Irealand,under government of Malaysia...I hope after 5 years I gonna be there same like u.........
Why people love to talk bout us??they get jealous???or may be they admire us????sometime our bestfriend also loves do that...so disspointed......

excited waiting for mahmoud.....
monday u'll arrive......
super duper happy.....
u're carzy man.....
mahbollllll
u make my life crazy too....
ehmMmmmmM



hugs,
yaya

Pain+not feeling very well

Yesterday,my stomach really pain,couple of days I felt the same.....vomit everything I ate before....dizzy..really pain...I tried to be strong...I decide goin home tomorrow..meet my little prince Asyraf Haikal..and my beloved parents and sister....I got work to do...but now family are everything..Felt something will happen...bad surely...Gonna lose important person in my life again????really felt that...still remember the moment my late uncle passed away..the feeling same like today.....I'm thinkin about my dad's condition,yesterday my sis told me abah still sick...and he said "all my child wont goin home until I passed away"....dad,last aidiladha we just goin home so????I dont know lately he so sensitive....Miss my granny....i hope I'll cook for her..I never cook at her home...can u imagine that....hihihihi

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

cadbury



hihihi...
I gonna to give my sis and my mum........
who love candbury let me know I'll give it to you.....

Top 10 Worst Car Names


  1. The Entire Lincoln Lineup
  2. Hyundai Equus

  3. Toyota Yaris


  4. Kia Forte Koup


  5.  Subaru B9 Tribeca


  6.  Volkswagen Touareg


  7.  Ford Probe


  8.  Subaru Brat


  9. Isuzu VehiCROSS


  10.  Ford Aspire

by:yahoo.com



hugs,
yaya




    My idol......

    Admire her since I was kids....still remembered the moment she interview me...an audition for Malaysian top host.....turned to 17 years old,,,...just finished my SPM..so nervous.....so excited....good experienced....
    WAN ZALEHA RADZI...late tv3 presenter.....



    hope one day I'll be like u....
    just waiting for the day to comes,....

    hugs'
    yaya

    New hair colour~

    Yesterday was lucky day for me...same like today..(everyone smile at me...and loves talk behind of me...)all of them jealous.......I really want something different,thinkin to cut my hair but my sis not allowed...so I decide to dyed my hair...dark brown....love it...pretty good idea......Long time didnt change my hair colour.....last time I dyed my hair was last 3 years.......

    Shame...please cover my beautiful face...pls

    Ashamed...really sorry to Puan Syarfirah,,..my boss....Sorry once again...dunno where should I put my face...get any idea????really...Dunno what goin on,dunno who took that book on my table and gave to her....still wondering.........why and why happened today......

    yaya! pease bear in your mind....don't waste ur time...finish ur work first before doin anythings else.....
    yaya!!!!!!yaya!!!!!
    this office not ur family's company so please ok....cooperate and please adapt to others.....
    yaya!!!!yaya!!!!
    u can planned anything bout ur future....
    but make sure u can achieve it....
    dont dreams a lot .....
    yaya!!!!!yaya!!!!
    as long as u dont have degree so be humble~
    as long as u're not owner of this company so be polite....~


    hugs,
    yaya


    Tuesday, December 15, 2009

    Something I love to do

    I love to read,

    ..read anything,read journal, blog,magazine,novel...Lately interested to read political issues, my dad influenced me so much, He knew everything,about political stories,economic even entertainment. U'll ask anything to him surely he can answer. I just brought three different magazine december edition. Keluarga,In-trend and Cosmopolitan...really love it......Especially cosmopolitan,I never missed every single pages......read not only as my hobby but I gain a lot of knowledge and sometime the article really motivate me....




    Love facebook....+ crazy bout it....

    I tried very hard not to open my facebook..but I can't.....addicted bout that....Slowly changed it....hihihihihi


    wOrk still can opened facebook...yaya owh yaya


    Love Sinar fm...+ mix fm

    retro....my friend said I'm crazy...lol...what should I do....all my family members love to listen this channel...they influence me alot......especially morning crew....Raja azura+krill+abg jem.....so funny...




    Love Sehati Berdansa.....

    Vote For sazzy falak....Dont forget hIhihihi..very da cute couple.....




    Love Panasonic lumix DMC-FS3

    my camera..even small but I love it...I knew my little brother's camera more bigger+ expensive..nikon D300s....but slowly saving...sooner or later I'll get for myself....

    Love Norliza@ fairuz....

    Greatest sister+bestfriend+foe.....all.......hihihihi she's my life.....even sometime destroy my planned.. Still remember she scolded and shouted to mahmoud....hihihihihi.....excited waiting for her finish doin master gonna be next year.... then my turn doin my degree...yippie


    she love to control Cun......;)



    hugs:
    yaya

    Miss him damn much...

    Everyday,Everyminutes...I'm thinkin bout u.....
    Crazy bout u.....
    miss u damn much...

    Sunday, December 13, 2009

    happy?still counting the days...

    Thanked to all of u, which very supportive and make me cheer back. thanked to Allah,opened my heart and eyes,made me realise. I tried very hard and slowly remove my bad atitude. Always think about others and never care about herself that was me Yaya. Think bout others feel,but what I get? tried to make others happy but me?? might be since I was kids, my mum teach me to always make others happy,do respect them,once u make others happy,U'll get more than that. But did u think all this can be apply today? just be honest to urself. Happy born as yaya, but hated to be at my place now. I mean still waiting for him,and pray to get a better job. I want to do what I love. I started become lazy. Tired with political issues at my office. Sick face people like them. If u read this sorry to say that.

    EhmmMmMmm

    Now addicted about SEHATI BERDANSA, of course I voted for Sazzy falak and Nazril very da cute couple, until kept quarrel with Putri (my beloved niece). This programmed such a enjoy programme ever, and very romance....I love to dance,if have a chance might be will attend any class for dance.(hope so;). Husband and wife cooperate each others to give great dance, sometime funny watch them dance...but good trying..

    EhmmmMMmmmm

    Really want to watch LOVE HAPPEN....by Jennifer Aniston, my favourite actress....but nobody there willing to watch with me....So sad.....

    movIe tym~




    Still wondering why Cik.kak (nazirah) damn love this movie.....Huhuhu...I napped while watched it....Ninja assasin first action movie that I watched without napped.....Congrate to myself.......


    full of action.....love it... alot I learn for it....a bit bout love,



    all my niece gonna love to watch it......


    EhMMmmmmmMmm

    Congrate to Anne,her boyfriend just brought for her apple's laptop...Not so jealous because I'm not gadget's addicted. Even a lot of people asked me why u wont change handphone. should I answer???honestly I never brought handphone by myself. before this I use v3 motorola, but I threw that.....same goes to my sony erricson...If stress my handphone became the victim....My uni mate+roomate+bestfriend+clicks+ex-boyfriend damn understood that. So now used freaky old handphone. Still can use,so don't waste money..(deep inside want to buy, but .......don't know....I'm comfortable someone buy for me....mean my sister or any relatives.....)

    EhmMmmmMmm

    He comin back but suddenly changed his mind....He always like that...what should I do, K.nana (my sis) started to love him, she asked a lot bout him..hope she will help me to changed others perception bout him. Pray a lot....he the only one can make me smile, adif and him two different person, but really comfort with them, hard for me to fall in love with anyone. I hope good end.....love is unpredictable. but knew he love me  as what i'm......thanked to Allah. Someone told mud I want to control his life....so funny,eventhough I called him morning,noon,night but he loved that, if didnt call him of course he'll shouted........when in love I always like that, hehehehehehe waste credit...but it worth it......

    WeEkend~

    Spend time with my niece and sister, went to tasik titiwangsa,enjoy...just like usual,watched SEHATI BERDANSA, Facebook and my blog.......nothing changed.....Plan to travel.........excited....Bali,Bandung,Gold coast,Melbourne,Sydney (because my little brother are there so cut cost) and Hong Kong our mission+target...Pray a lot....

    eNjoy ur life....U make choice to be Happy or Sad...




    just wake up...huhuhu
    Natural beauty with big nose...
    (but i luv it...Unique)


    putri nd we..we had so much enjoy day....



    My beloved sis....Ana...




    Hugs,
    yaya

    happy birthday to Nur azni binti azlan,,,12 december

    Happy birthday,

    Happy birthday,

    hope u'll b happy..////
    Not hope but surely.................

    hugs,
    yaya


    Friday, December 11, 2009

    Result Release today...Congratulation to all my friend....

    My friend's result will be release today but felt excited too. Congrate to my beloved sis, she just got 3.89 and she felt very down.*really don't understand her* ...
    Congratulations to all of u......

    Tuesday, December 8, 2009

    Sacrifice my love?

    Should I sacrifice my love just because of my past story?Should I let him go because of his friend?Should I accept another man to  make others happy?and how about me?I really don't know..I wont to know...Someone told me mahmoud's best friend get married,really?congratulation...
    why I'm like this?
    Why I too pampered??not strong....
    rely on family all the times....
    why all the times had a problem need to cry?????
    WHY????
    never think before do something??????
    always burden family???
    ask them money???
    I try to be independent.....
    but I cant......I hated myself......
    how long should I stay like this???
    until my mum passed away?
    until my sis shouted to me:((
    I've done a lot of mistake...but they never shouted to me....
    but I really don't know how to make them happy at smile back to me...
    give them money???they more rich than me....
    I tried very hard to survive,
    I tried very hard to be lonely.....
    but I can't...
    I need somebody to be there for me...
    somebody to hold my hand...
    somebody trust me...
    give me a shoulder...
    I know Allah arrange everything perfectly...but they no space for them to forgive me?????
    Everything happened to me is good and bad experience to make me matured and appreciate my life more than before....
    but I never realised that..........now, when u love him....someone talked bad behind u of him..U felt down,U felt sad....but u need to accept that....that is a part and parcel of ur life....nobodys felt as what u felt....nobodys know what happened to u....nobodys care bout u...at the end u need to survive...U need to face it...yaya stop all this things...decide for urself...decide the best things for all...don't ever hurt ur mum heart...don't hurt anyone's heart......
    be honest.......and hope 1st muharam I'll b truly muslim...and born as new human....
    I hope Allah bless my life....
    I hope Allah open my heart to change everything.....
    So I'll stop crying...
    YAYA I love this name....
    Farah in Arabic mean happy...
    so please call me that name..so u'll pray for me....

    Hugs,
    yaya


    Monday, December 7, 2009

    joie de vivre~

    I'm ambitious, I want to be somebody in broadcasting or might be journalism.Really I hope one day my dream will become true. To be success u need to sacrifice a lot, Love????there still have a space for me?I worried bout married, worried bout divorce....I believe if my title change to Married, I'll try my best to be good wife....I do hope I'll be sleeping partner,best friend and everything for him.....
    24th December will be anniversary for my sis and my parents....should prepare something????Oh no....


    Friday, December 4, 2009

    For Both Of U...♥


    miss ya ...♥

    Stop CryiNg♥

    Heading....sick...Pain...Tired....face all this things........I want go back to Johor.....meet my mum and my sis...why I need to face it????why?Why me?why not others????I'm totally down.......today first time I shouted to Ateq..my officemate...so sorry....I can't control my self....ya sometime u annoying but today is my mistake...sorry again.....Ashamed...........I tried to stop think bout love...But Hadif made me keep thinking....Shit..:(((((((( just like want go home..and take sleep.....really.....♥♥♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥♥♥
    addicted with love....♥♥♥♥♥
    yaya crazy....
    yes I'm......
    yaya ..oh yaya....oh yaya......oh yaya......
    how to b happy all the times????
    might b get married with rich man....
    owh no.....
    money can't buy love...and happiness
    So....what should I do?????
    stop think bout problem....
    love urself......
    really......Counting Day......
    yaya....
    pn.Saudah remind u....
    whatever u do...be the best....
    respect people...
    humble.....
    make others happy.....
    last but not least.......find your future husband and get married soon.....
    huhuhuhu my mum damn funny.....she also made me heading...........
    married>married>
    I'm 22 years old ok...
    still young.....
    still not satisfied with my life....
    don't have any asset...
    don't have luxury car....(even compact car still not yet)
    don't have condominium...Huhuhuhu
    don't have degree......
    most important things...anyone can accept we......as what I'm?????
    pampered+sensitive+emotional??????
    no right.........
    I'm looking for foreigner,....yeah...actually that's not my statement ok....someone created for me....for me u're malaysian or outsider still same,u're human...the most important things is ur heart....really.....u're rich or not doesnt matter....as long as u know handle urself...n of course u're futuristic,..I mean someone mature...and think forward....open minded...Simple....♥♥♥
    Apis my close+foe+hot cousin will get married soon....happy to hear that...next year gonna busy.....at last he want to change his title....Praise to Allah......stop make sins....huhuhu congrate ya......
    love u apis......muahhhhhhhhhh♥♥♥



    getting fat........


    Hugs,
    yaya

    my life♥Haziq♥Haikal♥haziqah♥3H^_^

    We had so much fun.......
    Here we go......
    Games Centre Eon Tebrau city JB



    haikal....Be careful dear...he so excited.....



    haziqah+Haikal
    Both of them discussed how to win......
    heheheheh




    not finish yet...
    what have both of u discused aunty wondering....



    Haziqa+haziq
    Go.....Go.....
    Try ur bes.....hehehehehhe

    ALL OF THEM ARE PART OF MY LIFE....
    I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.........

    Hugs,
    yaya

    ReaSon I create My blog

    Blog is like ur diary, sometime U wrote about ur privacy life....actually the reason why I'm created my blog, is to improve my english....that why no single malay words inside my blog,...sometime a bit grammar mistake...but this the right way to improve my writing in english,as u know Government of Malaysia used malay language as first language...So here the place I wrote everythings....sometime when I read it back make me laugh and smile alone.....so funny......actually I've another blog but it's too privacy.....I worried hurt any one who read that........Life is too short So apreciate it......Sometym we can't make everyone satisfied wit us...but as long as we hapy for it should b nice.....I love to write bout everything bout love bout my journey..my bloved family...bout everyone in mylife.....I like ahmed fedtri yahya statement ' less for me some for u enough for others....' if u understand the meanings of dat sentences really make u apreciate people around all of u....One more things...I forgot..why I put interContinental as my blog's name...that was because of him.....hehehehehehe


    hugs,
    yaya

    Cheer up with smiling♥

    I'm excited waiting for 20th December.....Also excited to take a week holiday,take rest....Really love my life....U know the moment I need someone to listen my problem...a lot came to...thanked to hadif,Oggy,syafik,Ct,zira and of course my beloved family.......U're there....like Oggy almost 2 years we're lost contact..suddenly faceboOk we met.....heheeheh at last u get married and have cute son fakhri...congrate...... Ct, nx year we've big Programme...Bali waiting for us......hadif, if really u're my future I gonna to accept that...but please don't push me.....Can u imagine how u want to survive if inside ur wallet just have 5rm?? I did that....I survive..because I knew Allah always helped me.....and today the person who debt to me.....Paid my money...Alhamdulillah..........♥



    But anyway, check out my black eye above! It's so so bad, it's yellow like a baby suffering from jaundice. I don't know what else to do other than ice it every 15 minutes or so! Believe me, I've been googling "How to treat a black/bruise" like 50 million times since I got this goddamn bruise. Note to self; NEVER THROW ICE AT PEOPLE AND RISK GETTING HIT IN FACE BACK WITH IT EVER AGAIN. Well you live and you learn aye? Ugh I feel like puking now. I think I'm swallowing so much mucus, it's making my stomach sick! I feel damn drugged,

    Hugs,
    yaya





    Thursday, December 3, 2009

    ♥love u♥

    i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you. I FUCKING LOVE YOU. hi, i just felt like saying that. i love you! don't forget. and i miss you too.

    Wednesday, December 2, 2009

    Sharing is caring.....

    In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

    In this world we'll facing with a lot of people....with different of attitude..I knew I'm not so good...but how about certain people pretend good but actually bad than me...yes sometime I forgot to perform task as a muslim......Here.....I mean my office I learn a lot,even deep inside my heart I'm not happy to be here...what should I do.....everyone have different opinion,background of study and family. I tried slowly adapt that situation. Day after day, I felt bored,became lazy to wake up and dressed myself. Just want to share something, might be I'm too sensitive but this the reality, one of my officemate, she's looking good at all,perform solat...but I don't think she's good hearted..really...she's selfish...sometime annoying...I realize that...but my mum always remind me don't hate people...because others will hate u...so I just kept it....today she did something I just take a look....OMG....so fuuny.... enforcement???? actualy it is not a bad job, but how u make up and design that...I don't like their style of work here. No comment....
    I want to start live my life...getting back my soul.....Why him (someone...) kept pushed me to accept him...need I????please ok...give me space to breathe....I'm tired and sick about love....after what Nura and her boy friend did to me....Give up with Love....My first love crush because of family and now because of them....(friend)...I wont turning back....really....
    Allah knows best.....
    Excited go to bali...yahOooo at last I'll be there...Australia comin soon...waiting for my mum....I knew now she became crazy because my little brother are here...so...of course it'll increase her expenses...my mum also want to renovate our house.....at last I'll have my room without share with my sis.....Alhamdulillah.....
    we're moderate family and make life so wonderful....we rely on each other....
    I still not share what happened on aidiladha...it so meaningful to me, get close to my family....i knew sometime they control me,control my money and influence my life but I'm happy with that. without them I dont know where I'm now....
    I'm proud to have Mohd tawfik as my little brother...he's stylo,uptodate,know how to manage his financial...and most important very clever...I do respect him....
    same to Norliza or Yuz...she's very determine.....and really good sister and daughter....
    Sometime I miss the moment that I've hangout with my friends...but I cant like that anymore....I need to spend my free time with my family first,...even now I stay far from them...I still not hangout with my friend....
    ehmmmmMMmmmm
    Yesterday Movie time....Ninja..action movie..can u imagine yaya watched that....I felt I'm the only one shouted and almost said oMg....huhuhu people sit in front of me very steady...(Wondering why I like that)...I dont like watch movie but I felt sometime i need try....heheheh

    hugs
    yaya

    Tuesday, December 1, 2009

    My room....Hheheheh Messy*@!@@@##$%%%


    Before......


    also before.....


    after...but still messy......


    hahahahahhahahahahaha

    ♥ just for him......mahmoud Ibrahim Aboudeya.....♥

    ♥Love??:0(♥

    Everyone should experience it,
    Sometime it could be very wonderful,
    Some how rather it'll get worst....
    Might be change your life.....
    Love is blind....
    Or u make it like that??
    Love is beautiful...
    Depend on how u make up that....
    Love is unpredictable....
    So u need to handle it....
    Love make u do stupid things....
    better than u crazy about that......
    Love u??/??
    make me sick.......
    Love u????
    make me down......
    Love u????
    more than I could.......
    But why u do like this to me???
    pissed off...
    like me nothing???
    scolded to me????
    ehMmmmmmmm


    hugs
    yaya

    Aidiladha brings alot meaning to me~

    We had long journey on thursday, from Bukit Indah ampang we went to Puncak Alam....Just like small gathering hheehehh because I met my little brother there...he brought alot of souvenier thax my bloved bro.....my sis and dad got shoes bally's brand almost thousand here....he also brought new camera nikon d300s oh my god...so expensive....but what should I say..hehheheheh I'm happy have my family,
    From Puncak Alam we travel to my beloved hometown Johor.........
    Johor i'm back......hehehehhe
    Aidiladha is not like aidilfitri...we just celebrate it as simple as we could....No new clothes....but for me aidiladha make me appreciate what my mum had gave to me..her sacrifice....at 11am we went to my granny's house...I met my aunts and my cousins...miss all of u.....so tired....evening my mum have had shopping with my sister and brother.....we just take meal at pizza hut.....accidently I met yana...pretty girl.....heheheheh
    I take a look my niece and nephew..they very enjoy playing games...and after that they brought ice cream.....my favourite (baskin robbin).....
    My sis(fairus) and me very good auntie..that's why if all my niece and nephew comin back...we'll take over to care bout them....I'm happy bout that...sometime i felt I wont to get married because I want to spend my life with them......
    My sis in law will go to Gold coast while my brother in law will go to London in March...so excited because I'll order coach handbag from him....hheheeheh hope I'll get it soon.....
    about love???I hate this situation...he make me nothing......................I'm sick bout that....he never care about me.......

    my medicine............I need to take all..............
    dunno what's goin on to me....




    haziqah+me
    love u........


    She can't drink milk and sleep without her baby.....



    Haziq....just wake up....

     
    hugs,
    yaya