ehmmm

U KNOW SOMETHING, NOW I REALLY CAN BE A MOTHER AND WIFE,


I can cook, Alhamdulillah, after work hard for it, not really work hard ya, weekend d best time for practicing, Spend weekend at home, almost 24 hours main games, gayut and berangan, best ke? but then miss Asyraf haikal badly, Lonely, miss lonely,pity ya, owh No…..clean up my room, yg mmg semak samun, luckily la ada new stuff yg boleh dimuat masuk kedlm bilik, so cantik my housemate said, tgkla sapa interior designer, nk hire me?surely NOT….jgn harap, heheh



Almost 2 days terperap dlm umah, mmg buat I think back what I really want in my life, I want him, I want he stay with me,give him what ever he should get, ya I cant denied the fact FA such a wonderful job ever, travel around globe, but then I believe one day without being FA I can do that. Now just focus on my career as Gov.servant, stay with such a wonderful Division, and apply for transfer after married.. what? When will be the date?dont know yet, but both plan dis comin Oct, the preparation still in progress, So just WAIT n SEE, doakan kami bahagia, even badai yg datang sentiasa menduga kami,



Almost 9 yers I waiting for that, waiting she called me and we had a great conversation, she was such a adorable mum ever, she cares about me, I should understand her more next, she gonna be my MIL, really, thanked to Allah coz she accept me as what I am, u know the moment I’m confused to choose either to be Fa or staying here, she give me an idea, she didn’t force me but then gave me a chance and talked nicely, she want me to have great job, but asked me to think bout my future, dia funny who told me she garang mcm SINGA? Cepat ngaku!!! B4 I ngadu dgn dia…



I called her Mak Cik, since dia mmg a bit traditional and Islamic, dan dia x abis bagi statement yaya kan budak Bandar mana nk makan IKAN yg mak masak ni, yaya kan BUDAK BANDAR mana nk dtg umah kita yg buruk ni, mak cik..sy bkn budak BANDAR la..sapa yg gtau mak cik ni..ahhahaha2 since dia tgk my pitcha smua hot and adalah gossiper yg told her that,..ahahah, but now she realize I’ll taking care of Hadif same like her, Cuma jgn sexy la next, free hair she don’t mind 5 times don’t ever forget…..hhehehhe



Really hope dis comin raya everything menjadi la, since I’m started to forget FA, huhu,…after bergado dgn my sis *mmg mcm kids la* tapi biarkanla, as what adif advice me better keep silent and cool, coz YAYA always HOT tempered….abes hp e72 dicampak nyer more than 10 times, cian tgk hp ni, mcm nk bli hp baru je, tp masih bnyk keperluan yg perlu dibeli, ehmmmm

Yaya kena matang, yaya kena sederhana dlm hidup ni, inila ayat mak cik,

Heheheheh

Kalau u asked me sapa yg mjadi my good listener,,……


K.teha la yg wat sy tenang sikit last weekend, dia temankan sy a whole day, we had great day togther,

Saya x suka rich woman, mostly blagak..heheh,
Situation 1:

Saya ada keta kecik je,

padahal keta besar, tu down into earth or saje nk bg mata kita terbeliak keta dia besar? Answer me? Or dia dok peril keta I?opss did I have a car yet?hahahahaha*yaya Crazy*



Situation 2:

Manila mampu nk travel2 ni, x ada wet, nk bli brng pun fikir bnyk kali.

Tup2 travel diam2…ahahahahah kelakar x?if mampu or not better u kept it silent



Situation 3:

Husband I kerja x la bagus sgt biasa je, tgkla umah pun x bsr,keta apa la lg,

Owh tidak statement yg mmg nk kne penampar padahal husband dia one of big boss, keta melambak kt umah, umah punyala bsr for me la….



Situation 4:

I x suka pembaziran, bli brang pun buatan GOMBAK

Cis buatan Gombak la sgt, baju smua bli kt gulatis, wordrobe dia pnuh baju kurung yg mahal tp x pernah ku lihat dia memakainya, almaklumla bknnya kerja pun, membazir je degree tu….handbag jgn ceta..





At the end I’m thinking I x nk jadi mcm tu….hahahaha, nk moderate je, nk hidup dgn tenang biarla dia kaya ke janji dia x kan Kacau my life after this…



X sabar nak mulakan fasa sbgai seorg ibu yg sejati, x sabar nk tunaikan kewajipan sbgai isteri, since dulu lg sy bkn anak mithali, so I hope after mulakan hidup baru sy nk jadi WANITA SEJATI….amin,



So dis comin raya saya akan beraya di umah Bonda sy di Kota Tinggi kemudian sy nk beraya bersama teman rapat di KOTA SINGA, since I don’t have friends sgt kt sini..Cis perasan la minah ni…



Ok dis yer nk g umah

DIAH kt Johor JAYA

NANA kt Majidee

IHsan kt Tampoi

Famy kt Skudai@ the rest la, kang type one by 1 dia kata poyo plak…

Ikin kt Kulai

IPIN kt Tampines

Sapa lg cepatla invite me….hehhehehehehhehehe

Tu teman rapat wajib dtg if not mampus kena marah

Rude

ya I'm Rude:(

I'm not in the mood to talk with u....

bookin my flight to JOHOR BAHRU

MAS ok, no more AIR ASIA...

I'm thinkin to goin back on Wednesday night (8th Sept)or Thursday morning (9th Sept)

give me IDEA...

Cookin

Hey guys.... I'm cookin for my officemate....OMG,Adif tersgt jealous uols...katanya if da kahwin x ke dapur siap...mmg I da siap...cis...photo upload later.................................................just want to tell world NOW I know how to bakar Ikan!!!!!

hugs,

yaya

Gelabah

dis early morning I felt x tentu hala might be because I've decide to choose FA .........
Why FA and not GOV?

Sarjan Wan Sidek said: nanti ko myesal aja, aku cakap betul tgkla nanti..

Bayun: buatla yg terbaik utk aja dan adif, decide and plan ur future

Hadif: u g la FA tu, itukan ur dream job, janji u setia kat I..

Nura: Gov more stable, FA more income

who else?

opss from my sis

LIZA: ikutla nasihat kwn2 ko tu, diorg tu munafik tau cakap belakang je..

entahla kan, I pun mls nk fikir semua ni...yg pntng

I know the limitation as a muslim,daughter,mum,aunty,GF.....WIFE....
I want to be FA because

I can travel around d globe,

I can gain more knowledge,

gain new experience,meet more people,improve my communication skills,WORK HARD THAN BEFORE

Trired following their rules, even my idea they never listen, so.....even last night kept thinking Really ke I leaving Gov? I said YES I'm coz  Gov skrg x mcm last 10 years...so ..even MAS seems x stable juga on their financial but I felt as long as they pay me why not I try ya, lgpun My husband should work hard!!! I akan try manage my money properly!!!! yeah...I've to.....I'm not came from RICH family...My BF pun mandor je...hahahahahahahahha

hugs,

yaya

Owh yeah,

Mood = Nervous

why: SUBMIT RESIGN LETTER

hUGS,

yaya

Anything can make my life

what Did I wore for hangout yesterday..*broke fast with my officemate.....just mix+match, Since dont have money to buy new stuff

ok or not? hadif cakap Cute, he3 thax ya, Look Fat!!!!!my drumsticks OMG..plsssssss....nk bli Nike air mcm Fiki x mampu so? I've to dietla...even ni dlm otak keep thinking da lama x masak macam nk masak je mlm ni.....*I've a lot of problem bt then mls nk fikir, frankly I'm tired,, just follow the flow....malas la nk quarrel...

ni menu broke fast with yati*my temporary rummate*

Ronald macdonald try to make me smile....

jasmine's mum made it for me,....

recipe from beijing,

yummie...

yummie!!!!!!!!!!!!

my best friend now!!!~~!!!!

hugs,

yaya

my Choc

One of my dreams came True..

at last I knew how to make it...

yeahh............

totally happy,

so dis comin raya ready for uols...

nk order?

cant la..I just make it for myself+ Family..

hehehhe

btw if anyone interested bole juga....

hugs,

yaya

FA Or STAY Gov?

vote for meeeeeeeeeeeee

Tired

pls la k......................................................................................

Training for FA

20th SEPTEMBER 2010

MAS ACADEMY KELANA JAYA

Choclate

Anyone's nk booking chocolate for this coming SYAWAL....cis,,,freaky excited attending class tomorrow!!!!yup totally excited... almost 6 months waiting for the right time at last I got the chance!!! yippie....

so tomorrow have to wake up early for join the class....

Just sample!!!!!hope I'll learn something tomorrow!!!pray to Allah ya,,and wish me luck..........

hugs,

yaya

Yati r here!

First of all so sorry I cant remember all their names,*my big flaw ever* but then I still can recognize Ur face ya,...this entry special for someOne....Frankly, Not a good friends but I'm a good listener...so can u imagine that?.......Ok first of all.....almost 2 years I've been leaving SEGAMAT, surely happy about that, but I still remember the best moment ever with all my course-mate, they're such a wonderful ppl, even we came from different state we respect and loves each other,First year at Uitm such a boring year, still looking for my good friends, but then no One understand me, because I also don't understand myself. *weird*......

Ok,everyone knew I'm working at Putrajaya....so my ex-classmate whom also my ex-roommate now staying at my room while waiting for her posting in JB, Frankly, she was a good girl who never missed 5 times per day, talk politely but the one things I noticed about her she a bit emotional..hehehheeh, dont mad ya, might be u have inner conflict that everyone's shouldn't know about that, just keep in dear....

surprisingly,she engaged early than I'm expect..OMG..congrate ya, may Allah bless both of you,  I'm happy for that....

yati...

just stay at my room, I'm totally OK and happy within..at least someone guide me how to have good day......we should forget whatever happened between before.... we're friends forever......

hugs,

yaya

break fast part 1

opsss supposedly gonna be part 2 am I?

here was some photos snapped by OGGY....credit to him....
since I don't know how to use my camera yet...

 I just want to share here ya,...betty banafe not bad,,she was nice person........and she SHORTER than me ya.....I just wore flat shoes....ya,

lovely day ... 8 hours before Someone killed my Day!!!!

where's OGGY? dia only cameraman on dat day ya.....lol...

hugs,

yaya

Break Fast

almost  9days we've been fasting.......or might be u forgot we're in the months of ramadhan,so no more Satan!!!, I'm totally sad...still looking the right time for break fast with my lovely sibs and parents..but Just forget it, we still have time yaya, 21 days to go....So why u're so worried!!!!!


I'm happy about LOVES!!!!!, no words cant describe that!!!!!! but I hate the people made my life SUCKS!!!!... besties Knew it...DON'T laugh!!!!##$$%T&^&***(..please.......please Ihsan!Jasmine!zizi!Famy!Arryfincent!!!!!please stop talking bout thaT...just give moral support from behind...d only way u can make me smile,!@#$%%^^&*()

Owh no...this entry totally not about LOVES...

but about break fast ya....


First , 2nd, 3rd day break fast alone,...then barula enjoy break fast with my lovely Cousin and hubby, Mohd Al-hafiz and his GF, Oggy and his family....happy sgt..coz adif and apis sudah berdamai...sangat Touching sgt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanked ya, coz all of u really made my Day!!!!!!.....

Photo later since my PC sgt slow, merajuk agaknya!!!.................................



p/s: OGGY ko mmg sengaja bagi my pitcha guna Ra,..ntuh apa ntuh I really dunno....smpi download pun i still cant read it, i knew u jealous kan, yela Betty banafe kan cakap i ni cantik..OMG..bangga x uols.....
datin sgt bangga!!!!cantek tang mana>?<><>><

hugs,

yaya

Silent is better

Sharing is caring, am I right?but then not all can be share, certain part is too privacy and others should not know about that, ya we should hide from them....Just what I'm doin right now, what did happened between hadif and me only certain ppl knew it....thanked to beloved soon to be my BIL, both of u made my life cheers back..no words can describe all this stuff,  ya I'm not strong like others...I'm too weak!!! seriously..I cant even smile like before after all this happened...I cant stop crying.....deep inside totally regretted, look down into earth, Might be Allah test us again...after we forgot our duties as a Muslim... ya i admit that, I just hope everything smoothly gone, i miss my mum, I miss d moment she lend me her shoulder,she hugged me.now no more, far away from her,..I kept disturbing my soon to b BIL, he advice  me a lot, he support me from behind... I noticed all of them very nice, ya previously I thought all of them doesn't like me..but I'm totally Wrong!!!! they loves me!!! especially Ayah.....and Mak...*soon to b my Parents IN LAW*........Mak exactly like my mum,,,,but her attitude like my Dad...mak love to make Jokes...sayang MIL...hehhehehe, all of them really Sayang Saya!!!!... Mak Pesan...yaya can't always come here because neighbor loves to gossip...hehehe Ok mak yaya promise!!!! that we called it LIFE, we frust with sometthing, and in d others side We got something else!!!!! Sad+happy just playing round!!!! we should catch it!!!.....................dont make ur life BORING!!!!!


p/s:......ambil hati ur future Mum in law, pasti kamu rasa bahagia, bukan Bodek tapi cuba dekati hati dia, coz she knew her son better than us, almost 9 years have been dating with hadif, just now i really can get long with soon to b MIL, she shouted to me before, she ignore me, but then now we started to know each others, and we realize we WOman...our feeling same!!! we're sharing loves!!!!

hugs,

yaya

I'm fatty?

I miss my ideal weight,I cant wait to get it back since now was fasting month so it's good for diet...healthy diet ya,who told u I'm skinny?they were totally wrong.....u can see my photo above snapped almost 2 months ago...u can see my tummy..goodness..please.....I hate that....52kgs......can I lose 4kgs during a months...????

   at final semester..2008..

with lovely friends,....Siti Khadijah....

U can see d different rite?I hate being fat...not comfort at all...seriously mmg I extrem sgt bab kurus!!!!

sumtym ppl told me that I'm crazy...ya totally crazy!!!!

frankly,,, I hate being short too.....

so any suggestion that can gain Height?

nopE?

what?take Calcium?

yum yum calcium..am I rite?

neither u have to jump a lot or just forget ur dream..

hugs,

yaya

Totally down

Yup...really stress...unbelievable I'm d chosen One....OMG, please deleted or turn back the fact....malas nak fikir da,


dalam kedukaan pasti ada sinar cahaya....

thanked to Puan Jamilah coz started to sayang saya more than ur SON....

soon to be my mum in law...

mak...cis perasaan sudah......
Love u,...nanti yaya bring the cookies ya mak....


*wink*
mmg dis wek minggu stress...



hugs,
yaya

mix+match

hahahah excitednya...

heheheh

It was first time i belek camera ni, almost 24hours just kept it,

hahahahahah:))

dia snap sendiri ni....

my dad+sis yuz...

dia lagi...

for ASYRAF HAIKAL...

HUGS,

yaya

halal Hotel for break fasting

1. Ancasa Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 2. Brisdale Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 3. Cititel Hotel, Pulau Pinang 4. Crystal Crown Hotel, Petaling Jaya 5. Cyberview Lodge Resort & Spa, Cyberjaya 6. Dynasty Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 7. Evergreen Laurel Hotel, Pulau Pinang


8. Citrus Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 9. Grand Seasons Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 10. Grand Dorsett Labuan Hotel



11. Hotel Armada, Petaling Jaya 12. Hotel Hilton, Petaling Jaya 13.Hotel Seri Malaysia, Alor Setar 14. Hotel Seri Malaysia, Genting Highlands 15. Hotel Seri Malaysia, Kuantan 16. Hotel Seri Malaysia, Marang 17. Hotel Seri Malaysia, Pulau Pinang 18. Hotel Seri Malaysia, Sungai Petani 19. Hotel Seri Malaysia, Taiping 20. Hotel Seri Malaysia, Bagan Lalang



21. Pan Pacific KLIA, Sepang22. KLI Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 23. Hotel Putra, Kuala Lumpur 24. Legend Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 25. Midah Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 26. Corus Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 27. Nilai Hotel, Nilai Negeri Sembilan 28. PG Hotel Sdn Bhd 29. Puteri Park Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 30. PNB Darby Park Executive Suites Hotel, Kuala Lumpur



31. Quality Hotel City Centre, Kuala Lumpur 32. Residence Hotel at Universiti Tenaga Nasional, Kuala Lumpur33. Grand Bluewave Hotel, Shah Alam 34. Seri Pacific Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 35. Hotel Maluri, Kuala Lumpur 36. The Paramount Hotel, Sibu Sarawak

37. The Plaza Hotel, Kuala Lumpur 38. The Summit Hotel. Subang Jaya 39. Mutiara Johor Bahru 40. Hotel Istana, Kuala Lumpur.

hugs,

yaya

pretty as a pixie

hello guys,,....I'm thinkin to cut my hair...what do u think?kept it longer or just cut it,since syawal is coming......any ideas?

cantik bukan?

Perasan-Perasaan

this style?

nice x for my face?

common rite?

OR I should kept  longer ?

how about this?

give me Idea!!!!!

hugs,'

yaya

Hadif

First of all .................................

I hate hadif!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u want to know why???

he asked me to buy DSLR for him

but he refuse to buy BESTA for me,
*u nk buat ape dgn dictionary yg mahal tu mini kamus enough what*
hadif ni mmg tau!!!!!he notice or not after this english was my first language????
he wants me kena kutuk all the times?
broken english......

he asked me to survey his sunglases but
 he buat bodoh je when I asked him ganti balik my sunglases*guess* which he forgot where he put,
*even Guess to free given by my sis*

I want to buy DELL,

he asked to used his lappy!!!
*dahla acer je,CIS*

HE too jealousy with someoNE here*at my office*

*he thought I'm in love with that guy*

nonsense and Idiot

I want to get married on October but he wants on November,
~~~~~~

Cis adif,.....
at last I brought for him D5000 nikon,make sure u pay back later ya,
ahhahahah
jgn harap la nk free je....
even u really want d90, jgn dok perasan yg u terror snap photo ya,
ahhahahahha:))
So this camera really suit with u ya,

ehmmmm...dis comin saturday the camera goes to U,

and please STOP, gedik2 jeles tgk ur besties ada camera DSLR...

and pls STOP hina my camera Lumix ya,

at least tu free!!!!!

One things I love about him is that He allowed me to be a FA even we're married as long as I know the Limit as a wife....yahooooooooooooo...........

I never brought my stuff by my own MONEY,
seriously yesterday seems like want to shout and cry......
my money gone almost 3K Just because of this DSLR.....
ishhh
hopefully adif pay back......
camera+handphone+lappy+sunglases+etc
I got from my sibs,aunty,cousin+adif

OMG
just realize I'm getting older enough to make decision.....
without asking everyone's

(actually thanked a lot to Hadi+Lot who willing accompany me ya)
excited met nash at LOW yatt Plaza,

Moral of the story.....
buy for ur bf later he give u more..hahahahha

hugs,
yaya

Ramadhan is back...

First day of ramadhan....that everyone's fasting today??WHAT?NOPE....

let us pray dis ramdhan give us more SHINE,

May The Almighty reward us with His mercy and forgiveness.

 

amin.....

hugs,

yaya

my e72...

OMG,yesterday 10 times (not once but almost ten)I threw my d only one handphone I've, OMG...regret...almost 6 months I'm using this phone I never threw like yesterday.
I kept promise never throw my stuff again!!!! hope I'll remove my bad habit...but SETAn asked me to do so...

I've had threw
* 10 handphones before...............
* my lappy....................
* camera.................

*my godness, until when all this habit will remove 100%.....
Thinkin to buy Bold 9700 or I Phone 3gs ahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

please give me an idea which one better....

hugs,

yaya

New netbook...

^_^

my birthday gift...

hahahah

thanked to MYSELF....

So next I should buy dslr.....

*cancel my wedding buy new stuff considered as my big present ya*

hugs,

yaya

new hair shampoo...

Love my hairs,

yaya ur hair so beautiful...any tips?

da.....my new hair shampoo......

Loreal paris,

previously I'm using Pantene....

I got Flowers

thax for d flowers...

*wink*

*blushing*

hugs,

yaya

My besties ever~

I miss all of u, since I've been working here no longer time for all of u, WORK+FAMILY is my life...OMG, I have to spend time equally next ya,

Arry fincent&Eimont....

hope we gonna to spend time nx ya,

our trip 78days to go......

miss both ya,..

muaxxxxxxx

my bridemaid+bestman...

......

suprise.....

both ya,...

*x sabar nk bully kamu b'2*

let eimont learn bout malay custom ya....

Singapore she saw and learn nothing

heheheh

Dont mad ya,....

both of ya keep asking when gonna to hangout there,.//

my answer= dont have enough $ and time....

hehehehehhe

                                                                   Ihsan+jasmine,

Crazy+kindhearted couple....

*just met them last monday,settle up their visa..*

their baby so cute,

I'm happy for them....

* ustaz ni asik bebel tanya bila nk kawen...*

hahahahah d answer not in my hand ya....

I love all of u.........

 such a wonderful ppl i've know ever...

hugs,

yaya

Sales...

To all of u those lookin for baju kebaya, baju kurung, i gonna to sales some of my sister's collection or u can go through to her SPA at wangsa maju...I got mine from her,.exclusive ya,......since business is a part of mylife now..so please support us ya....

rm230..

this was mine...ada lg ,

so if u interested give me text or email me to

yaya_farahajar@yahoo.com.my

*gonna to upload more*

x la expensive sgt,,affordable la syg.....

kain dia dr vietnam,...

*perincian pun sgt teliti tau....*

my sis also sales scarf yg dia design by her own

ni mmg batu tau bkn manik biasa,

ni pnjg sikitla,

and d colors pun my sis choose yg cntek2

kain b'kualiti tau...

hugs,

yaya

Those weekend

Again spend my lovely weekend with my CRAZY sister...Oppppssss.....sorry...

3 hours before MTV..attending kenduri arwah at Sunway Kayangan,

oppss..why?hehehe

thax for invited my sis+me,

*ur wife really so beautiful....*

FA la katakan..gonna to be like her soon...

My sis sesat time nk dtg ambil dr ampang ke Putrajaya, ishh so both of us arrived late,makanan pun tinggal sisa je, apala kan...ishh x baik ckp mcm tu.btw we've had njoy d food...

hi son*d only only*

mmg talkactive I like it,...he cant speak malays and even dont have understand.....

so cute....

*mr.jeli sorry ya I stole from ur fb heheheheheh*

DURIAN...

yuz+ana+putri+abgshah..mmg gila durian so kami mkn2 durian kt CHOW KIT,

bt then yg mmg gila mkn yela goes to....

Putri..si gediks....

...

^-^

hugs,

yaya

Mtv stage @ sunway lagoon

Since my camera with hadif, So I just have my handphone....*sad*
so photos not so good, really...Blackberry ishh,......................e72 better.....

heavy rain...I'm not so excited actually as u know I dont really love music, just accompany my sis to watch WONDERGirls...they're so cute....*saya akan merindukan kamu...* so cute...I felt very tired, the VJ kept talking while waiting for TOKIOhotel ready for next performance..almost 30 minutes waiting for them....ishh..........fed up...bt TOKIO hotel very awesome....such a wonderful +amazing performance...ishhhh....worth it,...even sleepy+tired..ahahhaahah

d tickets,

here I'am....

sorry ya,...

hehehhehehe;))

hugs,

yaya