Headache

Dont know why today really heading, alot of task?not really...may be because kept thinkin about my department's award because I'll be an emcee for that day. Of course I want to be like princess...Please ya...ahhahah jus kidding...But yesterday night I went to kak ana's house just for taking kebaya...My kebaya left at Johor so I dont have beautiful stuff anymore....ishhhhhh Batik Glam....adushhhhhhhhhh..But the most important my appearance and the script itself, I'll show my talent wait and see....this is second time I'll an emcee for my department..yippie..alhamdulillah....

farewell for my officemate.....

So excited....ehmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

by d way It's deep regret to annouce passing of

DULI YANG MAHA MULIA SULTAN JOHOR DYMM Seri Paduka Baginda Almutawakil allah  Sultan Iskandar...

May Allah bless his soul..

Amin...

hugs,

yaya

AJL 24..Bukit Jalil's Stadium..

First of all thanked to my bro in law for the awesome ticket...
I wont to write more for this moment because damn busy,so just upload photo....
Supposedly I got Vip ticket but very kind afik took it..by d way still ok...

ehmmmmm I hope one day I'll be an emcee there...ahahhaahha,

my sis always told me I'm dreamer....

I still love myself

should I delete and stopped post anything here??
my answer no...............ahahahhahaahahah
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=htBzSsHvP4c&feature=related

~Bye-bye....~

Officialy I'll close this blog so after this no more posting ya, by the way I'm happy bout this blog,I share journey of my life,what I felt,I thought...share bout my dreams,my love................

but I cant write and post anymore here....

coz it hurt me more....

everyone knew I became single.........

no more him.......

let I kept what happened yesterday in my heart and mind only no need to share everything.......

but hope all the best for him...

I believe in love we need to sacrifice cant be selfish................

the most important things is we need to have two way communication....

and girls out there look guys those who love u more than u do.......

appreciate what u have.............

still love him...as my exboyfriend coz I need to realize even he never said he want to leave me but from the way he did he meant that...awhhhhhhhhhhh yerk....not gentleman...

ok...

thanked to who ever read my blog...

for nazirah happy birthday and thanked willing to be my followers...

for all my siblings who read my posted........

for mahmoud who made me happy......

for hadif who always support me and quarrel all the times...

for nur azni binti Azlan who read and getting angry..........

for mokhtar monsef who always looked me at negative side.....

Last but not least for me myself .........

my life not end up here............I'll create new blog but no more my life's story it's about story that I create it by myself.....so now....bye2 to all of u....

new url: sweetgirlstorytellerofmalaya.blogspot.com.

He called me...

I knew u'll call me..at last.4.00am malaysia's time.....U should courier my sunglases and necklace to malaysia k...ehmmm u're in europe..south of the earth u said..very cold -5 celcius...play with snow..freaky jealous.....by d way I'm happy coz u happy there..ehmmm what should I do..long distance relationship.....I cried all the night,freaken miss u,my prince and my mum.....Cant sleep....OMG suddenly europe number appear +49......ishhhhh love u ya..miss u,....Believe if we love someone we need to let him go if he is mine he'll turn back to u..so I hope that...I felt is good for both of us...he gain experience there..while me finish my study here and hope will doin my master at europe....Pray for that Amin.......alhamdulillah....thanked dear.....

hugs,

yaya

Sad+happy+confused+funny=my felt now~O>)

hello~

as we know end of each year we close account at 8 January a year after, so now of course every company busy especially account department for closing their account,settle all the payment made by previous year,and ya....cover certain part.....hihihi...so as a part of financial department a little bit busy for me helped brother BOB...I let u wondering who's BOB.....( of course he is chubby and fatty...) last night I came back at 11.00 pm, first time in my life came back from office late.....seems like I one of the important person in our department..hahahhah that only my dream ya,I made my life getting busy because wont to remember him....(who's that?????...ya him....hIm...HIM la.....;(..really started to stop cry......please everyone dont make me cry anymore....please ya I need your favour,...

Yesterday,one of my officemate hurt me,but everyone knew I just angry for a minute after that everything should be ok....so next please ya dont ever touch credibilty of my work.....I forgave u,...but just too emotional.....ehmmmm...Wont to lie myself...but felt now....I love him damn much,I waiting for him here,...I believe he'll camin back....I trust him more than others,........I closed my heart to others,I kept promise that wont to fall in love again for this moment....Happy with my life now,mak love me more.....

everyday I give a called to my prince, first year he attend his school session....happy for him..mak said he very excited go to school woke up early morning dressed himself, very god boy but a bit naughty of course I cant denied that...but he's kids so....we need to be patient....and everytime he asked me where are u?why not comin back??what u brought for me???and remind me about buy ultraman and ben 10....I regret something....Regret about brings a lot dvd for him...now he became lazy to study everytime watch dvd...and that moment my mum started become lion...owh no...please my baby....listen to granny....Miss him damn much.....

everyone asked me a ticket of AJL...owh god,u need to ask my bro in law ya...every year he'll get for us..but dont why this year...so sad......

Just a piece of photo want to share with all of u ya,...enjoy watch it....hihihi

my face at 11.00 before goin home,still maintain right...as u know I dont like make up ok.....I'm just simple girl but hot.....;)

see many right....all this is claim from branch all over malaysia..we have 2 days to settle it.....ishhhhhhhh

HELPED ME.......(no one volunteer to help u....)

Very hungry...anyone willing to buy something???

OMG..thax bro Bob......

Domino's pizza thanked ya....

why all of u looked starving...u want it????

ok2..still have

;))

this only the balance......ya...

enoughla for u....

my pitcure this morning..look at my eye....(Cried  a whole night and this morning slow talked with my boss...I want to transfer.....StresS..... ;)))...by the way thanked to him,my sis,Ckin(best fren), Amat and Anne...love all of u....make me strong......

so funny today I forgot to wear BATIK...how I'll forgot..............ishhhh.......

k da............bye.........

still got work to do.......

hugs,

yaya

men owh men..;)

hehehe...I took from littlemisscheryl.blog....

but at end we still need him to give baby......huhuhu

Love u....

hugs,

yaya

Life oh life.._oo_

People always said live ur life as want u want not like others want.... but I dont know lately, I'm tired to face it...Should I called it problems?nope right...ehmm sad?not really..I felt this second crush for me....I learned a lot from past..so just be strong and chill....felt like I jerk myself up..ya I did it very well.......congrate to myself....my 2010 resolution............should I share with all of u???let me kept it ya....but I just hope I make my mum,dad,my beloved sis(ayu,ana,yuz),my brother(shahrul and fared) happy....not totally rely on them....hope so...the most important things I should do...married?not ready yet...why not being single forever??huhuhhu.........stress...ehmmMmmm

LInda onn left Sinar fm...

Oh my god...I gonna miss ur voice Linda Onn...U're one of my idol..Good luck and all the best to you....

 

Linda Onn & my sis (sis.ayu)

hugs,

yaya

Happy birthday my beloved dad....4th january..

Dad,

U're such a wonderful man...

U sacrifed a lot just for me.....

I hurt u a lot.....

but u still there when I need ur shoulder...

Dad,

after all things...

u're everythings for me....

U gave me whatever I need...

U advise me bout life....

U control my life...

just to make sure I success in my life....

U teach me a lot......

u're my inspirition.....

I respect u...as my dad even more than that....

Dad,...

I know u hope I'll meet my man....

I know u're too fussy bout that.

I hope the man u're waiting for will comin soon....

amin.....

Tumeran Hj Meskin,

I love u forever till the end of time......

hugs,

yaya

Tired...~NGeeeeee~

Love...are u in love?did u??love make us crazy,Since he comin back to his country I became crazy, Crazy bout him...Cried everyday,Got illness...Lucky I have his shirt........but after what he did to me I felt down..just can waiting for him and make the best decision for us...
2010....I hope and pray will be wonderful year for me....
2009... teach me a lot...such a colourful year for me....sometime I felt very happy but somehow rather gave bad experience...but me myself make it bad....2009 make me realised family was everything for me...
2009 werea lucky year for me...Graduate from Uitm after 3 years study(might be enjoyful year..), Got experience working with International people, met MAHMOUD,Got chance to further my degree, and last but not least became Government servant.....everyone knew become a reporter are my dream...I hope 2010 will be the year for me to make it true.....
Why everytime I need to share sad story...
I need to b strong babe..Ya I'm strong..(inside....weak)...hehhehehehe
but 2010...I want to forget about lve.....Focus on my career and study(at the end of 2010..Excited waiting for that).............................Malaysian Top host... still remember that programme???hihihi at the age of 17 yr old I attend their audition..very good experience..so 2010 will have 2nd season..so I want to b a part....hope get the chance...my be I'm not beautiful like others..but I'm ambitious and very determine..so...good luck to myself.......MAN MAKES MYLFE GET WORSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
I can survive...................................ya..I can....if all single mother can stand without man.....I also can..wait and see....( very motivated....hihihi..ya la..excited new year....)

hugs,

yaya

WELCOME 2010 BYE 2009

tIME Flies times Comes it's time to beat 2009 bye2.......

here I'am...Here I stand..Reality..
New chApter of my life begins....
Forget 2009...move forward....
reMove bad Attitude on 09'
improve my life on 10'
But the most important....I want......to settle and improve..

My love crisis......
My financial problems......
my healthy...............

ok.........lazy make my life worse...................bye2...

hugs,

yaya

happy birthday Bloved sis...Norhayati @ ayu....belated.....late to post...

Today will be the last day for 2009,tomorrow my new mission will start..and my new chapter of life begins....today also my beloved sister's birthday ayu..
Sis....u're such a wonderful sis I've.....
u're like our mum.....perfectionis..keep nagged......like bees....hihihi
u teach me a lot bout life....
u always condamn my partner...hihihi
u always there when I need ur help....
u're very lucky to have husband like him.....
what else......
sis.....
hope u hapy celebrate ur 30'yr old ...hhihih(getting older)...

2009....full of story that never ended,the year I hoped will get married,but nothing I got,full of excitement,