Turned to 23 years Old

Owh My God,

now turned to 23,Owh no.....gettin Older....

thax to all my beloved friends,family those called me at early morning....hhehhe

baskin Robbin...

yummie..

OMG..blackberry...

dont be jealous ya...cool......+Chill..

hehehehe

*but not mine ok, ...my sis got from her Company..*

why I got nothing from GOV?

unfair:(

hugs,

yaya

Congratulations

First of foremost......
CONGRATULATIONS....for my self...went through up till this level.,

those evening:

got call from KHAI....ehmmmm,
I knew he just give a called if have good news,

Khai: where are u?
        have u read ur mail?
Me: netball court,,..
      not yet,why??
Khai:OMG i received their mail just now,.....
ME: Omg congrate ya,.but still dont noe my result yet,.
*looked at my phone....Dun have enough credit to online*
Khai:ok....my batery flat....
.......

btw I'm not satisfied at all....give him a call and asked him to check for me...I gave him my mail+pasword..can u see how crazy I'm..but I trust him ok,...

Ya I got it...alhamdulillah

hugs,

yaya

Mix photo

Sorry ya,mix and match all the photo.....~!!!
just sharing with u readers........~!!!*what felt bored.....*ok later I'll buy new Dslr camera ya*

my shoes~SPECIAL I brought for Walk-in-interview...

ishhhh...

fatty girl...

snap while waiting for my turn...

attend course here~

my favourite............

huhu,...
the END...

hugs,

yaya

July is back

July is full of story,mostly what happened in my life related to this month......ok dont want talk too much....
my birthday is comin soon.....dont forget to wish and post any gift ya.....
....Firstly,I'm sharing with my cousin akui......on 17th July ....
my sibs those born same month with me....

fairuz or Liza:21st July

Fared or Topek :22nd July

Along..My first bro :26th July....

my niece:Putri Ameera Haziqah :20th July

my Granny:Ameena:21st July

my aunty:Noridah:24th July..........

Got my current Job on JULY...

Got offered from UITM (degree in mass communication ) on JULY...

what else?????....

Interview with MAS on JULY until final level.....

*dont have Idea*

so???almost welcome JULY....

traditional system.....~!!

for 3 of them....

hheheheh:))

hope 3 of u happy ya....

gift I'll give it later ok....

*btw that they will do the same to me?...I dont care....I love them more than my self...*

muaxxxxx

hugs,

yaya

ME

 I have been struggling with this for some time. I am a very real person. I tell it how it is and I am pretty laid back. In blog world I have struggled deciding what to reveal about me and what to keep safely tucked inside. I still don't know my comfort zone. Because of this I feel very generic. I post pictures of mine and give a little update but I don't dig in to me at all. I was OK with this for a while because, really, I started the blog as a virtual scrapbook -for improve my english and just a way to document us until I can actually get this stuff into physical scrapbooks, but lately I feel lost in the crowd. I feel like I know so much about other people whose blogs I check regularly, but if you are checking in on me what do YOU really know. Very little. So I have been trying to define my blog in my head and decide my purpose in blogging. In real life I am laid back and I don't play social games, but I am also a private person.(sometimes) I am not one to confide my feelings to others, so why would I want to discuss them openly on my blog? Yet, sometimes I do. Plus, I have changed. Adoption has changed me. Blogging has changed me. The Internet has changed me. I know so much more now than I used to know and so I have opinions and feelings about things now that were never a part of me before. I want to confront the new me. Somehow I find it safer to do that in blog world. Seems weird.


For today I will jump on your platform. WORKING is hard!!! It has kicked my butt ....comfortable place and now I have started all over. I would not change it for the world, but after almost a year of being here..*Putrajaya* I feel I am just now breathing again...and only barely. My patience has been tested in more ways than I care to admit. I have been snappy and short with my surroundings. I also feel I lost some major control over them for a while. The past few weeks, I am resurfacing. I am feeling less out of control, less chaotic. could just kick myself for not getting my act together sooner. But I have been exhausted and overwhelmed. I also feel so relieved right now to at least think that we are turning a corner. Pieces of my old self are falling back into place while at the same time these new pieces that I have picked up along the way (raising a girl, adopting, blogging, attachment issues, as well as the worldly issues that I feel so more in tuned to now like fashions, gossipping environmental issues, etc.) are all beginning to fit together into the new puzzle that is me. It feels good and it feels weird. I can no longer look at things the same way. I feel empathy and sympathy in ways I never before felt. I was never purposefully insensitive, I was just blissfully ignorant.

So thanks for the challenge, ALLAH. It feels good to share...

hugs,

YAYA