Result Release today...Congratulation to all my friend....

My friend's result will be release today but felt excited too. Congrate to my beloved sis, she just got 3.89 and she felt very down.*really don't understand her* ...

Congratulations to all of u......

Sacrifice my love?

Should I sacrifice my love just because of my past story?Should I let him go because of his friend?Should I accept another man to  make others happy?and how about me?I really don't know..I wont to know...Someone told me mahmoud's best friend get married,really?congratulation...

why I'm like this?

Why I too pampered??not strong....

rely on family all the times....

why all the times had a problem need to cry?????

WHY????

never think before do something??????

always burden family???

ask them money???

I try to be independent.....

but I cant......I hated myself......

how long should I stay like this???

until my mum passed away?

until my sis shouted to me:((

I've done a lot of mistake...but they never shouted to me....

but I really don't know how to make them happy at smile back to me...

give them money???they more rich than me....

I tried very hard to survive,

I tried very hard to be lonely.....

but I can't...

I need somebody to be there for me...

somebody to hold my hand...

somebody trust me...

give me a shoulder...

I know Allah arrange everything perfectly...but they no space for them to forgive me?????

Everything happened to me is good and bad experience to make me matured and appreciate my life more than before....

but I never realised that..........now, when u love him....someone talked bad behind u of him..U felt down,U felt sad....but u need to accept that....that is a part and parcel of ur life....nobodys felt as what u felt....nobodys know what happened to u....nobodys care bout u...at the end u need to survive...U need to face it...yaya stop all this things...decide for urself...decide the best things for all...don't ever hurt ur mum heart...don't hurt anyone's heart......

be honest.......and hope 1st muharam I'll b truly muslim...and born as new human....

I hope Allah bless my life....

I hope Allah open my heart to change everything.....

So I'll stop crying...

YAYA I love this name....

Farah in Arabic mean happy...

so please call me that name..so u'll pray for me....

Hugs,

yaya

joie de vivre~

I'm ambitious, I want to be somebody in broadcasting or might be journalism.Really I hope one day my dream will become true. To be success u need to sacrifice a lot, Love????there still have a space for me?I worried bout married, worried bout divorce....I believe if my title change to Married, I'll try my best to be good wife....I do hope I'll be sleeping partner,best friend and everything for him.....
24th December will be anniversary for my sis and my parents....should prepare something????Oh no....

For Both Of U...♥

miss ya ...♥

Stop CryiNg♥

Heading....sick...Pain...Tired....face all this things........I want go back to Johor.....meet my mum and my sis...why I need to face it????why?Why me?why not others????I'm totally down.......today first time I shouted to Ateq..my officemate...so sorry....I can't control my self....ya sometime u annoying but today is my mistake...sorry again.....Ashamed...........I tried to stop think bout love...But Hadif made me keep thinking....Shit..:(((((((( just like want go home..and take sleep.....really.....♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥

addicted with love....♥♥♥♥♥

yaya crazy....

yes I'm......

yaya ..oh yaya....oh yaya......oh yaya......

how to b happy all the times????

might b get married with rich man....

owh no.....

money can't buy love...and happiness

So....what should I do?????

stop think bout problem....

love urself......

really......Counting Day......

yaya....

pn.Saudah remind u....

whatever u do...be the best....

respect people...

humble.....

make others happy.....

last but not least.......find your future husband and get married soon.....

huhuhuhu my mum damn funny.....she also made me heading...........

married>married>

I'm 22 years old ok...

still young.....

still not satisfied with my life....

don't have any asset...

don't have luxury car....(even compact car still not yet)

don't have condominium...Huhuhuhu

don't have degree......

most important things...anyone can accept we......as what I'm?????

pampered+sensitive+emotional??????

no right.........

I'm looking for foreigner,....yeah...actually that's not my statement ok....someone created for me....for me u're malaysian or outsider still same,u're human...the most important things is ur heart....really.....u're rich or not doesnt matter....as long as u know handle urself...n of course u're futuristic,..I mean someone mature...and think forward....open minded...Simple....♥♥♥

Apis my close+foe+hot cousin will get married soon....happy to hear that...next year gonna busy.....at last he want to change his title....Praise to Allah......stop make sins....huhuhu congrate ya......

love u apis......muahhhhhhhhhh♥♥♥

getting fat........

Hugs,

yaya