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In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

In this world we'll facing with a lot of people....with different of attitude..I knew I'm not so good...but how about certain people pretend good but actually bad than me...yes sometime I forgot to perform task as a muslim......Here.....I mean my office I learn a lot,even deep inside my heart I'm not happy to be here...what should I do.....everyone have different opinion,background of study and family. I tried slowly adapt that situation. Day after day, I felt bored,became lazy to wake up and dressed myself. Just want to share something, might be I'm too sensitive but this the reality, one of my officemate, she's looking good at all,perform solat...but I don't think she's good hearted..really...she's selfish...sometime annoying...I realize that...but my mum always remind me don't hate people...because others will hate u...so I just kept it....today she did something I just take a look....OMG....so fuuny.... enforcement???? actualy it is not a bad job, but how u make up and design that...I don't like their style of work here. No comment....

I want to start live my life...getting back my soul.....Why him (someone...) kept pushed me to accept him...need I????please ok...give me space to breathe....I'm tired and sick about love....after what Nura and her boy friend did to me....Give up with Love....My first love crush because of family and now because of them....(friend)...I wont turning back....really....

Allah knows best.....

Excited go to bali...yahOooo at last I'll be there...Australia comin soon...waiting for my mum....I knew now she became crazy because my little brother are here...so...of course it'll increase her expenses...my mum also want to renovate our house.....at last I'll have my room without share with my sis.....Alhamdulillah.....

we're moderate family and make life so wonderful....we rely on each other....

I still not share what happened on aidiladha...it so meaningful to me, get close to my family....i knew sometime they control me,control my money and influence my life but I'm happy with that. without them I dont know where I'm now....

I'm proud to have Mohd tawfik as my little brother...he's stylo,uptodate,know how to manage his financial...and most important very clever...I do respect him....

same to Norliza or Yuz...she's very determine.....and really good sister and daughter....

Sometime I miss the moment that I've hangout with my friends...but I cant like that anymore....I need to spend my free time with my family first,...even now I stay far from them...I still not hangout with my friend....

ehmmmmMMmmmm

Yesterday Movie time....Ninja..action movie..can u imagine yaya watched that....I felt I'm the only one shouted and almost said oMg....huhuhu people sit in front of me very steady...(Wondering why I like that)...I dont like watch movie but I felt sometime i need try....heheheh

hugs

yaya

My room....Hheheheh Messy*@!@@@##$%%%

Before......

also before.....

after...but still messy......

hahahahahhahahahahaha

♥ just for him......mahmoud Ibrahim Aboudeya.....♥

♥Love??:0(♥

Everyone should experience it,

Sometime it could be very wonderful,

Some how rather it'll get worst....

Might be change your life.....

Love is blind....

Or u make it like that??

Love is beautiful...

Depend on how u make up that....

Love is unpredictable....

So u need to handle it....

Love make u do stupid things....

better than u crazy about that......

Love u??/??

make me sick.......

Love u????

make me down......

Love u????

more than I could.......

But why u do like this to me???

pissed off...

like me nothing???

scolded to me????

ehMmmmmmmm

hugs

yaya

Aidiladha brings alot meaning to me~

We had long journey on thursday, from Bukit Indah ampang we went to Puncak Alam....Just like small gathering hheehehh because I met my little brother there...he brought alot of souvenier thax my bloved bro.....my sis and dad got shoes bally's brand almost thousand here....he also brought new camera nikon d300s oh my god...so expensive....but what should I say..hehheheheh I'm happy have my family,

From Puncak Alam we travel to my beloved hometown Johor.........
Johor i'm back......hehehehhe
Aidiladha is not like aidilfitri...we just celebrate it as simple as we could....No new clothes....but for me aidiladha make me appreciate what my mum had gave to me..her sacrifice....at 11am we went to my granny's house...I met my aunts and my cousins...miss all of u.....so tired....evening my mum have had shopping with my sister and brother.....we just take meal at pizza hut.....accidently I met yana...pretty girl.....heheheheh
I take a look my niece and nephew..they very enjoy playing games...and after that they brought ice cream.....my favourite (baskin robbin).....
My sis(fairus) and me very good auntie..that's why if all my niece and nephew comin back...we'll take over to care bout them....I'm happy bout that...sometime i felt I wont to get married because I want to spend my life with them......
My sis in law will go to Gold coast while my brother in law will go to London in March...so excited because I'll order coach handbag from him....hheheeheh hope I'll get it soon.....
about love???I hate this situation...he make me nothing......................I'm sick bout that....he never care about me.......

my medicine............I need to take all..............

dunno what's goin on to me....

haziqah+me

love u........

She can't drink milk and sleep without her baby.....

Haziq....just wake up....

 

hugs,

yaya

Friend or Foe??????

Honestly, If u don't know bout me please don't judge me....and to the gossiper....please look at urself......u're good enough??hehhehehe...might be u jealous look I'm happy have family who're very supportive......especialy my mum and my sis........not like ur family......hehehehehe
I stop think about love......now new programme.........savings for holiday and run a business.....
man always make us heading..................huhuhuhu last post I wrote about stupid girl still remember that????
She destroy everything...after my family startedto accept him....n because of his friend shouted and scolded....because of text given by stupid girl my aunt ask me to let him go............and no need to be part of them...................I'm family's person anything I'll ask their opinion first so??ehmmmm just forget about that...............
friend are always honest with the relationship.....but foe take advantage and selfish........ai've a lot of friend but special friend still can count....i don't like to be friend with narrow minded person... pretend u're such a wonderfulgirlbiut actually u're weird girl..
Just talk nicely with us because want to know what playing around in our mind and heart....and busybody bout our personal life.....please..............may be I'm lack of knowledge about Islam and not islamic like u...But step by step day by day i improve myself.................I'm praise born as muslim and happy about my journey's of life.........
Idon't like to hide anything bout my life but some how rather I need to think about my family........
mum,kept pushing me to get married................but honestly I'm wont...........
I've my own dream..........


working with Malaysian's ambassy(any country)
further my degree+Master+Phd
build up my own brand
have my own Orphan centre.....
(I love kids)




hugs,
yaya