~Excited 2 days more!!!!!!!!!

I have beautiful journey of life.....I've made a lot of mistake before...haunted..hahhahahaha,Working with government it's not my dream job...really...OMG....I couldnt stand anymore...I'm started looking for another job....I do hope this time I make right decision....I'm wont just sit in front of pc without do nothing....

should i ask for forgiveness?

~Alhamdulillah~

Today everythings so,so good.I can't imagine how...but really I'm praise to Allah.....I got my salary today,I send to my beloved mum a little amount....hheheheeheheh I'm so proud of my self......because now I more matured and not selfish...really...mum u're greatest mum....just a little amount I can give u.....

today i took my breakfast outside (bangi area) because I need go to bank,and I have dating with jojo my bloved junior...really....she getting taller...I hated that...177cm and me just 162cm so how short I'm......While I having my breakfast sudenly I felt I want to change my simcard...huhuhu so excited....he called me last night but I switch off that number....I just give him a called...he pick up even he still slept..thanks dear......I'm really happy.....

I'm appreciate people around me more than before.....I love my life now even some how rather I felt sick and tired to face it...But I believed Allah arrange everything perfectly...and as human we need to appreciate and pray for that.

I miss the moment when I'm turned to 13,my mum are my bestie..everything we're sharing together...
I loss abdo...but I really wont to think bout that..Whatever..........anything happend I do have my mum,My sister and my dad......and of course I have mahmoud+hadif......


not to forget my beloved Frenzo...............(very beautiful gul)

21st November 2009

En.Azman our boss passed away at Hospital Selayang this morning.Even I've been here just 4 months I can felt he's good man and good boss also.I'm sure his wife very strong and can accept all this.First time I went to precint 20,I also visit datin sri Endon grave's.I was cried in front of Bob,K.ida and Peter...ashamed,how his son want to survive after this without his father?I cried because of that....I'm thinking bout my father,now he can't walk like before..I don't know when his operation..I hope he allow doctor to operate his leg...I'm worried about him....how I can live without him???my dad is the greatest man... good father,i love him.... suddenly I remember my late uncle.....I miss him damn much, i miss his laughing.....He's very good uncle.....for me I just have him as my uncle.....27th June 2009 will be the date that I never forget, almost a week my mum stay at hospital to take care of him and me, I need to take care of my granny..(my sis she wont to stay at my granny's house so everyone push me)we have money but why my uncle wont send him to private?why everyone push my mum only???My mum volunteerly to care bout him and thanked to my dad because allowed her. I saw how good my mum...she's strong person and she sacrifice her time...not like others...that moment I'm driver of my granny...huhuhuhu...I love to drive her car......she only trust me to drive her car, so funny....even sometime she's fussy but she's the only one my granny.....the one things I don't like about her she very love outsider compared to her relatives....now everyone realized money is not everything....except her....heehheheheeh,


hugs
yaya

~excited 8 month more to go~

ready or not to change ur title from single to married?????ask urself.....nothing imposibble...I'm tired heard my mum kept nagging bout me....when u want to get married..mak please I'm still young....so to make her satisfied I'll get married next year...I hope so..who're the special guy???better u ask my mum....wait and see.......But I'm worried every1 will keep laughing on that day.....huhuhuhu so please it's a big suprise

for sure he's someone very special,ordinary,moderate,humble and naughty....I like it.....so now started to arrange and plan everything........

Me and him arrange everything,...my family just wait and see what'll happen next...........